omg!
ok so i know this will put a number on things and it is still SUPER fatty....but...i am 1/2 a pound away from having a "1" as the first digit on the scale and i can't even begin to describe how fucking amazing this feels. i haven't seen this weight in like 7 years. then after that i will shoot for 40 more lbs to a weight i'm pretty sure i've NEVER seen. truly. well...at least in my teen/adult life.
-36.5 as of this morning
no one believes what i weighed or even what i weigh now. i guess i carry it well or whatever. it's funny...i am so not thin but i am feeling thin! haha. well in clothes at least. still gotta work on that naked part.
doctor thinks i have a HYPERthyroid. which would make my metabolism fast and all but is bad because your body is always on hyperspeed and can cause heart attacks and all.
i go in to ultrasound tomorrow. i want to be like....noooo 40 more lbs then you can fix it. blah. i always thought i had an underactive one so i could blame fatness on that. turns out it was genetics(as to where i carry the weight) hormones and all the shit i ate. who would have thought?! haha
so here is a pic of a goal dress i had someone make for me with measurements smaller than what i was. it fits! it is white though and white is not forgiving...i'd say 10 more lbs to look good in this. specifically the tummy because i can still see it. blehh.
ok so i know this will put a number on things and it is still SUPER fatty....but...i am 1/2 a pound away from having a "1" as the first digit on the scale and i can't even begin to describe how fucking amazing this feels. i haven't seen this weight in like 7 years. then after that i will shoot for 40 more lbs to a weight i'm pretty sure i've NEVER seen. truly. well...at least in my teen/adult life.
-36.5 as of this morning
no one believes what i weighed or even what i weigh now. i guess i carry it well or whatever. it's funny...i am so not thin but i am feeling thin! haha. well in clothes at least. still gotta work on that naked part.
doctor thinks i have a HYPERthyroid. which would make my metabolism fast and all but is bad because your body is always on hyperspeed and can cause heart attacks and all.
i go in to ultrasound tomorrow. i want to be like....noooo 40 more lbs then you can fix it. blah. i always thought i had an underactive one so i could blame fatness on that. turns out it was genetics(as to where i carry the weight) hormones and all the shit i ate. who would have thought?! haha
so here is a pic of a goal dress i had someone make for me with measurements smaller than what i was. it fits! it is white though and white is not forgiving...i'd say 10 more lbs to look good in this. specifically the tummy because i can still see it. blehh.
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chazgasm:
keep at it! exercise more and more as the pounds come off 
sherman_chaos:
I'm glad to hear you're hitting your goals.