Im not sure what kind of face that is. We may never know.
While I can confidently state that Im still alive, Im not sure that I can say Im living up to the definition with as much confidence. I desperately need a respite from daily routine. Months of my life have gone by without as much as a flicker. Am I going to wake up one day and realize that everything has blown by and I didnt even notice?
Filling the void is much, much harder than anyone ever imagines. Family, friends, material possessions, work, alcohol none of them make the bottom any closer. And then I realize that I can see the bottom, because Im the only person that can fill the hole.
I promise to try harder.
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On Tuesday, Batman Begins comes out on DVD. Im going to buy it and The Life Aquatic with Steve Zissou on my lunch hour. The fact that the first ten seconds of the Life Aquatic trailer makes me laugh my ass off (radio in the helmet) leads me to believe that the rest of the movie might just be as hilarious. The Batman movie needs no explanation: its awesome.
The police department sent me paperwork on my stolen bass. A court date has been set for a recovery hearing. I have to prove to the court that its mine and no one else has claim to it, which shouldnt be hard, since I have pictures of it being built. I doubt the pawn shop will even send someone; they dont have a chance.
Should I spent $50 on an Ethernet card for a router that I might not be able to keep, or spend $155 on a small integrated PC and use it as a router/firewall where its mine outright? A geeks dilemma.
While I can confidently state that Im still alive, Im not sure that I can say Im living up to the definition with as much confidence. I desperately need a respite from daily routine. Months of my life have gone by without as much as a flicker. Am I going to wake up one day and realize that everything has blown by and I didnt even notice?
Filling the void is much, much harder than anyone ever imagines. Family, friends, material possessions, work, alcohol none of them make the bottom any closer. And then I realize that I can see the bottom, because Im the only person that can fill the hole.
I promise to try harder.
= =
On Tuesday, Batman Begins comes out on DVD. Im going to buy it and The Life Aquatic with Steve Zissou on my lunch hour. The fact that the first ten seconds of the Life Aquatic trailer makes me laugh my ass off (radio in the helmet) leads me to believe that the rest of the movie might just be as hilarious. The Batman movie needs no explanation: its awesome.
The police department sent me paperwork on my stolen bass. A court date has been set for a recovery hearing. I have to prove to the court that its mine and no one else has claim to it, which shouldnt be hard, since I have pictures of it being built. I doubt the pawn shop will even send someone; they dont have a chance.
Should I spent $50 on an Ethernet card for a router that I might not be able to keep, or spend $155 on a small integrated PC and use it as a router/firewall where its mine outright? A geeks dilemma.
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mistersatan:
I haven't really read anything more about it since I submitted the article. I heard he's slowly self-destructing, though.
hawksley:
hey - how are you?