so when and how did i become such a depressed and hateful person?
damnit vina, why did you leave me? i'm all alone now. my cries are drowned out by the violence in that war torn country, and there's too much static in my head for me to hear your comforting words. big sis, i really needed you tonite.
Uhtun deh nun jook goh sheep...
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damnit vina, why did you leave me? i'm all alone now. my cries are drowned out by the violence in that war torn country, and there's too much static in my head for me to hear your comforting words. big sis, i really needed you tonite.
Uhtun deh nun jook goh sheep...
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"The passionate pursuit of the nonessential and the extravagant is one of the chief traits of human uniqueness. Unlike other forms of life, man's greatest exertions are made in the pursuit not of necessities but of superfluities."
-- Eric Hoffer
-- Eric Hoffer
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hickuphelpline:
I have seen many an animal pursue the absurd. Critters get passionate lookin' when persuing the absurd. Humans love it too. nonessential and the extravagant = the absurd i reckon.
Exqueeze me. I must get back to chasing my tail, else it will have all the fun without me.
Comprenday Comprenday!
Exqueeze me. I must get back to chasing my tail, else it will have all the fun without me.
Comprenday Comprenday!
hyenahell:
i like that quote. it's a definite discussion starter... 
when tears erupt from my eyes, each drop filled with unspoken frustration, i feel out of control. there used to be a time when i held my life tightly controlled and clenched with iron fists trying to make sure i left nothing to chance. these days those fists are open palms and outstretched arms and i can no longer make head from tails.
these days...
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these days...
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lily:
i hope one day you find it.........maybe its just not here, not now.
daliyah:
to me that was a big fuck you to GWB but take it how you read it. You'll find yours.......it's happen if your not looking for it. 
voting for bush is like jumping off a bridge, voting for kerry is like shooting yourself to get the free medical care.
goddamnit.
sometimes i feel like the catcher in the rye.
i'm hungry.
i love.
goddamnit.
sometimes i feel like the catcher in the rye.
i'm hungry.
i love.
daliyah:
hehehe Let me introduce you to my iron lung.......... 
i'm so frustrated.
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lily:
I know you are.
i hope one day it won't be hard for you to communicate.
I hope you're feeling better.
i hope one day it won't be hard for you to communicate.
I hope you're feeling better.
jedimindtrick:
i just got your note. thank you so much.
really.
really.
in those 30 minutes you held your breathe, i saw more in your eyes than anything you could've ever said to me with words. i just hope you know thats how i feel about you too.
signalnoise:
yea - and my life shouldn't be so bad this year. i mean, i hope not (more to do, but i have a better hand on what i need to do to get done what i have to - by the way, that is the vaguest phrase EVER, thankya). so let me know when you'll back in the city of broad shoulders, and hanging out will commence.
from one of my favorite books, i am:
surreptitious
B+ student of life
emotional alien
genre bug
yellow peril: neo-American
great in bed
overrated
poppa's boy
sentimentalist
___ analyst
stranger
follower
nice
surreptitious
B+ student of life
emotional alien
genre bug
yellow peril: neo-American
great in bed
overrated
poppa's boy
sentimentalist
___ analyst
stranger
follower
nice
nogodsnomanagers:
sweetie lovely boy hello!
signalnoise:
so if your cough better? i hope you're doing well. thanks for the info about your experiences at the protests. it's good to hear that 'i was there' story.
"People pay for what the do, and still more, for what they have allowed themselves to become. And they pay for it simply: by the lives they lead."
-James Baldwin
I've had a busy last couple days, but it only took H.D. Thoreau one nite.
the Nazis, Japanese, British all tried it w/ miliatry might, Americans try it w/ corporate and economic might. i wonder...
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-James Baldwin
I've had a busy last couple days, but it only took H.D. Thoreau one nite.
the Nazis, Japanese, British all tried it w/ miliatry might, Americans try it w/ corporate and economic might. i wonder...
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signalnoise:
hey there. glad my journals take you home a bit. that makes me feel not quite so silly for writing them.
i'd love to hear more about the protest stuff. most of what i got out of the trib was that there was some shit (sort of just arresting groups on the people, some arrests for not doing much of anything), but that for the most part the nypd was being good and things at the holding cells going smoothly. i'd really like to hear more about what went down - when ya get the chance.
i'd love to hear more about the protest stuff. most of what i got out of the trib was that there was some shit (sort of just arresting groups on the people, some arrests for not doing much of anything), but that for the most part the nypd was being good and things at the holding cells going smoothly. i'd really like to hear more about what went down - when ya get the chance.
thoughts tonite:
snores from a boy
i am worried sick
is she safe
come back soon
its not what you thought
my heart breaks
let me comfort you
sister even calls from california
please stop putting yourself in harms way
no long drive
what does this mean?
i'll support your decision whatever it is
i love you
you know that
listen to the ones you...
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snores from a boy
i am worried sick
is she safe
come back soon
its not what you thought
my heart breaks
let me comfort you
sister even calls from california
please stop putting yourself in harms way
no long drive
what does this mean?
i'll support your decision whatever it is
i love you
you know that
listen to the ones you...
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signalnoise:
so are you protesting the RNC? what's it like out there? i've read up on it - but i haven't followed much on TV, so i have no sense at all of what the protests are like...
lily:
isn't it ironic? yeah i really do think nigga. not that i'm glad you sat in a jail cell or even that i think you could even still understand what REAL jail is like, anyways i'm just happy you're here and home with me. i hope your cough gets better.
I love you much.
I love you much.
there are those who love you.
there are those who love you and are in love with you.
there are those who think they love you but are only infatuated with you.
there are those who make you think they love you b/c they want something from you.
...can you tell the difference?
there are those who love you and are in love with you.
there are those who think they love you but are only infatuated with you.
there are those who make you think they love you b/c they want something from you.
...can you tell the difference?
articca:
Not until it's too late.
nogodsnomanagers:
never
but life would be so boring if we could predict everyone's influence on us straight away, wouldn't it? easier though
i haven't got my pics back yet, but i don't think i even got any of you. that sucks. i'm back home. it's anticlimactic
take care of yourself because it's easy to get caught up taking care of others
but life would be so boring if we could predict everyone's influence on us straight away, wouldn't it? easier though
i haven't got my pics back yet, but i don't think i even got any of you. that sucks. i'm back home. it's anticlimactic
take care of yourself because it's easy to get caught up taking care of others