pulloffmywings

11 am and i am awake. WHOA! first time i've been up this early in awhile. i didn't go to bed though..... does that still count?

i'm eating me a blueberry bagel with strawberry cream cheese. this, my friends, is heaven.

i went to go get my 3 rolls of film for my set developed... turns out they were out of disks, and they don't...
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it's 2:30 am. i just woke up. here's how i slept today: 10:30 am to 6:30 pm, and 10 pm to 2 am. i'm such a freakin weirdo.

i had to go to the bank this morning when it opened, or i'd bounce a check. BUT i finally got me some groceries.

i'm eating honey bunches of oats, dry, out of the box, and sipping...
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welches grape soda rocks my socks

other things that rock my socks:

1) run ronnie run.

"who's that?"

"oh, just the girl i've been fuckin. Jealous much?"


2) prodigy. i forgot how much i love them.

3) rubber duckies!!

4) aerosmith "falling in love is hard on the knees"

5) punk covers. i heart "back that thing up" by NFG

6) hearing how crappy my...
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i slept til 6:30 pm. i was so sick, this morning i thought i would have to go to the hospital. i only drank 5 beers last night, so i wasn't drunk or hungover. but my head was on fire, i had the worst migraine ever, my neck and back are severely out of whack, my stomache felt icky, and sleep wasn't an option. i...
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i just had the funnest 2 hours. i took another hardcore set... myself. THAT'S right! it means i didn't have to have my roomate get a hardon while taking pics of me.

speaking of him.... should i feel bad for not wanting to hear about how he almost died yesterday? it's all he talks about. you know, i'm sure that anyone who almost died would...
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i see the line -
blurred lines
of what's real.
what's truth?
what's fition?
where is god?
who are we?
we are jaded,
forever doomed.
we breathe,
but we do not live.
so what's real,
if we are but lines?

~*~10/28/03~*~


"dartboard paraphenalia"

believe -
abrasive voices
ending after infinity.
falling
below depth.
burning, pyromaniacs;
flesh stench in hell.
harsh cores,
harsher endings.
believe -...
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i got the best idea for a set. yes i do!! it's gonna be IN UR FACE!! I am now officially passed stage 1 in the app process.

there's so many girls in limbo.... i counted at least 40. *sigh* i know a lot of them have been waiting forever. and there's a new limbo girl, everyone check out Vixen she's hotter than hot, 4real....
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*does a happy dance*

guess who got an email that said "Thank you, and I look forward to getting everything we need from you so you can
become a SuicideGirl!" at the end? ME

i think it's pretty rad.

other news... it's 6 pm, i just woke up. i have nothing to do today, nowhere i really have to be. i think i might go...
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well.... apparently i'm NOT dissapearing from here yet.... cuz i forgot to hit the cancel button. fuck, oh well. my mom's gonna be a bitch to me, but screw that.

the hello kitty navel barbell is gone.

my hair is done. pics on the way...

strawberry soda and valium.... i'm at a new level of content.

i may be content, but my body feels like...
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