i don't like being hung-over. it sucks ass. i have felt like shit all day long. and to think that this morning i was dead set on going out and doing it all over again. i got a new tattoo, on my right leg. it's awesome. i can tell you are jealous. i have no common sense. hopefully i will be getting contacts on wednesday,...
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deadman69:
base id whats that? 
deadman69:
oh man do i feel stoopid....
so yesterday was my twenty first birthday. i got really drunk. i am hung-over in the worst way. i've slept for five hours. my aunt called me while i was at the bar last night, and so did my grandfather. priceless. apparently ethan can't take me anywhere. i am an easily influenced drunk. i now know that ethan is the devil, and aaron and joey...
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jackinblack:
i like you
you have a nice sense of drunk soaked wit
i laughed
and shit its 20 past 3 in the morning and im tired at last
cool
you have a nice sense of drunk soaked wit
i laughed
and shit its 20 past 3 in the morning and im tired at last
cool
deadman69:
your welcome...my 21st bday sucked...
so i just got back from having my new sideburn piercings checked. they are mighty inflamed, there is nothing wrong with the piercing itself. but i may hove chemically burned them when i dyed my hair. so for the next two days i am on a strict ibuprofen regimen, and if that doesn't work i get to see the family doctor on friday. sucktastic. none...
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nickzut:
happy b day
sexy pics
nice ink
sexy pics
nice ink
voodooapple30:
what are sideburn piercings?
i have decided that like joey, i hate the guys from monetti's. they came in at fifteen minutes to close, while i was vacuuming, bitches. and they stayed until two twenty five. they did however leave a five dollar tip, but even that was not adequate compensation for having to stay late. plus the one guy's accent was bad enough to drive me up a...
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long night, great movie, more later.
i am going nowhere. you here me out there? nowhere. decipher that one bitches! and i thought i would come out of this as like a better version of myself. like a fucking super-cassie or something. i would be impervious to the little slights and pitfalls of daily life, or at least not let the crush me so bad. but hey, let us now face...
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its early but i am calling the day as being finished. i have no plans. i am bored. here is the crappy emo-poem i wrote earlier. you can kick me in the shins for it later.
the cuts itch
and there will be scars
deflated
with a raver kid twist
music, oh, sweet music
will it be enough to save my soul?
fast food junkie...
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the cuts itch
and there will be scars
deflated
with a raver kid twist
music, oh, sweet music
will it be enough to save my soul?
fast food junkie...
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so where did i run off to you may ask? i spent sunday in icu at wmmc under suicide watch and the next three days in a mental health facility in kansas city. what brought me to icu? well lets be honest, and i mean brutally honest. i don't want your pity so if you find yourself thinking to that tune you can fuck off....
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voodooapple30:
Oh girl, you are sooo young.. being 29 and having the same problem i hate to see it in such a young person.. I have BPD. i just cut. i am doing bad.. realy bad. but i like reading your journals.. hang in there! 
i didn't bother doing this last night because frankly i was exhausted. from what? not from work or shopping with my mom, or anything really, i just was tired as hell. i feel like i put so much of myself out there and get nothing in return, with the exceptions of sadness and anger. i am seriously considering going back to the hospital. i've been...
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alexstar6:
Smile.
When you are alone, when no one can see you. In the dark, in your bed.
Smile.
When the only person who will know about it is you.
When you are alone, when no one can see you. In the dark, in your bed.
Smile.
When the only person who will know about it is you.
it is beautiful outside tonight. i'm sweating, i feel sick. blue october-hate me, listen to it. good song. just heard it on the radio. the radio is not a good friend. we have a new vocabulary term today children : borderline personality disorder. look that one up and report back to me. i spilled my coke from wendy's on the carpet. i'm tired. everyone is...
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alexstar6:
I want to tell you to relax, and chill out a bit, but that seems kind of insensitive. I want to tell you to look at the bright side of things, but that seems kind of rude.
I want to tell you that eventually everything will be alright, and you will most definitely look back on these days and learn things about yourself that you never knew. However, I would be kind of a dick if I said something like that.
What I will tell you is that, I, and probably a lot more people than you know, for some inexplicable reason, care about you. Though I refuse to pity you, I will always try to give you a measure of support.
Have a good day.
I want to tell you that eventually everything will be alright, and you will most definitely look back on these days and learn things about yourself that you never knew. However, I would be kind of a dick if I said something like that.
What I will tell you is that, I, and probably a lot more people than you know, for some inexplicable reason, care about you. Though I refuse to pity you, I will always try to give you a measure of support.
Have a good day.