pudding

today has been a fucking terrible day and it's not even over yet. work blew ass. i hate working up front mainly because i don't like being treated like i'm everyone's bitch. any fucking person can tell me to do something and i have to fucking do it. when i work scan i'm an equal to the ladies i work with but two damnable days a week i'm a bitch and i hate it. i'm just not down for being treated like shit. sorry, not my game. during one of my breaks i call my mom because i haven't talked to her in about a week and that is incredibly unusual. so i call her and she gets another call and says she'll call me back. so she calls me back and says she has to make another call and that she will call me back tonight, i told her not to bother and hung up. i understand she's a busy woman but fuck if she doesn't have lousy timing. i had some shit i needed to talk about and she just fucking blew me off. i've worked eight hours today and have to be back at work at 11:30 tonight so i can work another eight. fuck albertsons. sleep is not going to happen but i have to at least try.