awake agian went to bed at 8 am, awake by 11 am, must be dying........there is just no other excuse for that. the lithium has made me feel really gross over the last couple days, but the first day was by far the worst, i felt like i was going to 
the entire time i was at work and finally did when i got home. lovely, i know. we are getting paid weekly now because of the layoffs, which has both its good and bad points. More evidence that i am a karmic black hole: my brother was telling me the other day that an aunt who had given me shit about getting married so young is now about to be a grandmother. thats right, her 19 year old daughter is preganant by a 16 year old boy. seriously, i wish her daughter the best, because i know howr relentless her mother can be. 
the entire time i was at work and finally did when i got home. lovely, i know. we are getting paid weekly now because of the layoffs, which has both its good and bad points. More evidence that i am a karmic black hole: my brother was telling me the other day that an aunt who had given me shit about getting married so young is now about to be a grandmother. thats right, her 19 year old daughter is preganant by a 16 year old boy. seriously, i wish her daughter the best, because i know howr relentless her mother can be.