pudding

got the sephora catalogue in the mail today, for me it's the equivalent of a makeup lover's porno mag. spent yesterday hanging out with my buddy paul at knotts berry farm, then we saw 28 weeks later. it was a good day. my two days off ends tonight at midnight. i'm glad to be going back to work, i get bored easily without it. supposed...
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i'm breaking my hermit vows. for the last two nights i have been dipping strawberries at work for mothers day. eight hours of dipping strawberries. ugh. so boring. this morning i got off work at eight thirty and then went to a mother's day brunch that em's family was having. her mom has kind of adopted me, she's my california mom. it was pretty cool...
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privilege number one of working in scan is that sometimes instead taking a ten minute break like we are supposed to we take a forty minute break like we did today. it helped that the store director was gone and not eyeing us suspiciously as is her usual. that helps a lot. should be asleep right now. worked from four to eight this morning and...
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why is it that when you really want human contact no one is around? nobody is picking up the phone or calling me back. ugh. i'm starting to get weird again, i can feel it. i got to talk to mim, briefly. she was having a wonderful day too. and it's not like i've actually done anything today. worked this morning from 4-8 and got...
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the usual

it's been a boring day and it's not over yet. did laundry but forgot to put my work uniform in the basket so the things that needed washing the most didn't get washed. i should have gone to the pharmacy and filled the prescriptions my shrink wrote me yesterday. he said he doesn't think i'm taking this whole bipolar this seriously. and of course i...
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supposed to see m shrink tomorrow afternoon, i am happy to report that i have no complaints about my meds and appear to be acting like a sane and rational human being. except for that one time, but it doesn't count. underlying circumstances and all that. joe will be gone until the 20th of this month and i am getting used to spending time by...
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another day in paradise, and i'm not even being a sarcastic asshole

it was a semi-productive day. went grocery shopping and caught up on sleep. i still don't know what the deal with sylvester is. i called the vet this morning and was supposed to get a call back this afternoon but it never happened. i'm going to have to call in the morning and pretty much demand to talk to someone. i want to know what...
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took my cat, sylvester, to the vet this afternoon. he had been making funny noises when he breathed, had gross yellow crusties around his nose and had been miserably lethargic. and of course i dumbly thought that maybe he had a kitty cold or something and they would give him antibiotics and send him on his way. i'm really good at being really, really, really...
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opening the mailbox this evening was like being vomited on by the mail gods. jesus, i don't check the mail for a couple days and there were three magazines and a shit-ton of useless garbage. i dropped joe off at work tonight, he is going to have a friend drive him to the airport friday morning and then he will be in missouri until the...
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