I am so Fucking tired....
I am forcing myself to stay awake until at least evening so i can get back on a good sleep thingymabobber. My eyelids are heavy, my paranoid frantic thoughts are kicking in and I wish I had a red bull.
the steady mist of cold wet rain is making me sick
It feels so gross just to stand by the open door.
I don't think i'll eat much today, when I am so tired and fucking out of it I don't get a hungry feeling, only heartburn.
I decided I do not care that my roots are coming in again (at least for now.. but that could be because I'm tired and bitchy)
So I will not buy hair dye. Fuck it.
I realize I spend waaay to much time on ebay and SG.
Yeah I do. But oh well.
I wish someone would IM me. There is no one online to talk to on this friday afternoon at 5 minutes to four.
Lame ass.
I'm gonna be everything someday.....
I am forcing myself to stay awake until at least evening so i can get back on a good sleep thingymabobber. My eyelids are heavy, my paranoid frantic thoughts are kicking in and I wish I had a red bull.
the steady mist of cold wet rain is making me sick
It feels so gross just to stand by the open door.
I don't think i'll eat much today, when I am so tired and fucking out of it I don't get a hungry feeling, only heartburn.
I decided I do not care that my roots are coming in again (at least for now.. but that could be because I'm tired and bitchy)
So I will not buy hair dye. Fuck it.
I realize I spend waaay to much time on ebay and SG.
Yeah I do. But oh well.
I wish someone would IM me. There is no one online to talk to on this friday afternoon at 5 minutes to four.
Lame ass.
I'm gonna be everything someday.....
phrogg:
Yeah the Tao Te Ching is an ancient Chinese text, all about "flowing with the Tao" and living in the NOW, etc. A really good translation is by Stephen Mitchell - a few years ago. If I remember, he provides some commentary as well, or at least a Foreward/Introduction.