Sooooooo.... stayed out all night- didn't get home until like I think 9am, there was a bridge opening or something to get back to jersey. Got up and hadda sign up for a class at this school- 
Fucking nightmare but I don't wanna discuss it now. Then I saw my Peaches 
and ate some food- now here I am. Why does fast food always make...
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Fucking nightmare but I don't wanna discuss it now. Then I saw my Peaches and ate some food- now here I am. Why does fast food always make... Read More
soeffinhappy:
See, you always have a great time when you hang out with me. You need to do it more often.
Saw the 40 yr old virgin last night. So very adorable Loved it! Had a great seafood combo (fried) with a cute boy. Won somethings (2) on ebay. Had Arby's dinner.
Post me your fave SG pic.
Loved it! Had a great seafood combo (fried) with a cute boy. Won somethings (2) on ebay. Had Arby's dinner.
Post me your fave SG pic.
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phrogg:
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Fooey!!! I just can't figure this out!
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Fooey!!! I just can't figure this out!
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soeffinhappy:
I'm talking to you and TALKING to you!!!! My brain feels like it will rip in TWO!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!
My bangs are getting long as hell and poking into my little eyes. They tickle as well. Not much to say... it's friday.
I want to go away for the weekend
Will I? hmmm.....
anyways..have a great weekend peoples!
I want to go away for the weekend
Will I? hmmm.....
anyways..have a great weekend peoples!
bakeryman:
Wish I could get away too. Have a great weekend yourself.
Later 
Later
daniofthedead:
thank you for the happy birthday! hopefully you have a good weekend too 
I wish the weekend never ended. I wish I could make the problems and the awkwardness and insanity go away. Wish I could make it all clean and shiny and new again. I am getting so fucking trashed emotionally trying to think of ways.
I wonder if there is a great something out there that is gonna happen and make everything fucking wonderful. I now...
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I wonder if there is a great something out there that is gonna happen and make everything fucking wonderful. I now...
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soeffinhappy:
I'm doing ok. Still alive.
I really try to stay happy- I swear. I was happy all weekend. It just kinda creeps up on me and I think of things and I long for things, and miss things blah blah blah. Then I cry. I get all depressed feeling. I wish I knew how to control it. I really am happy bout alotta stuff.....I'm good. I just can't shake some...
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audiophyle:
it's good that you try to stay happy... it's easy to go down the dark road of the mind- sounds like to me that you need a concrete activity in your life to take your mind off depression highway, like me/sailing the 7 seas.... emotion is such a BITCH because everybody wants something that they can't have- lord help me please i want things i can never have, but i just make sure to do somethings in my life that works on physical skills. for me, guitar is a great way to forget about all the bullshit and screaming helps too... 
Well,
yesterday we went crabbing and then went to Ocean City. Today We went to the beach again and walked to boardwalks and stuff. I bought some cute rings, a necklace,some stones, and shells for my hermits. Ken got a wrist thingamabob. We walked the boards and got some pizza, fries and fried Oreos(which are way good)
I feel achy.
I want some flowers..... so...
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yesterday we went crabbing and then went to Ocean City.
Today We went to the beach again and walked to boardwalks and stuff. I bought some cute rings, a necklace,some stones, and shells for my hermits. Ken got a wrist thingamabob. We walked the boards and got some pizza, fries and fried Oreos(which are way good)
I feel achy.
I want some flowers..... so...
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bakeryman:
Fried Oreo's sound so good. Went to lake this weekend and worked on the yard today.
Later
Later
boundcreature:
ocean city makes me unfortunately, me and palo did not have enough time or resources to go crabbing while at the beach... i think she might've liked it... then again, maybe not. glad you had fun.
unfortunately, me and palo did not have enough time or resources to go crabbing while at the beach... i think she might've liked it... then again, maybe not. glad you had fun.Heeeey all.
well didn't go on a canoe today. slept to late. I was so mad. But today we are going crabbing. I Can't friggin' wait. (I hope we wake up in time)
Went to Walmart and bought some cute panties. the first pair is yellow and black with a skull on the front and a million tiny skulls on the ass, The second is...
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well didn't go on a canoe today. slept to late. I was so mad. But today we are going crabbing. I Can't friggin' wait. (I hope we wake up in time)
Went to Walmart and bought some cute panties. the first pair is yellow and black with a skull on the front and a million tiny skulls on the ass, The second is...
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boundcreature:
hi.
i
She was too kind, wooed too persistently,
Wrote moving letters to me day by day;
The more she wrote, the more unmoved was I,
The more she gave, the less could I repay.
Therefore I grieve, not that I was not loved,
But that, being loved, I could not love again.
I liked, but like and love are far removed;
Hard though I tried...
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She was too kind, wooed too persistently,
Wrote moving letters to me day by day;
The more she wrote, the more unmoved was I,
The more she gave, the less could I repay.
Therefore I grieve, not that I was not loved,
But that, being loved, I could not love again.
I liked, but like and love are far removed;
Hard though I tried...
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aeryn:
Such a good poem. THere is so much variations between love, desire, like, passion.
Damn why does it all have to be so hard?
Damn why does it all have to be so hard?
Lies are poison.
Today I came upon some truths(very few) but I think I get the big picture.
I'm gonna ignore it. I know what went down- but dwelling will only hurt my soul more. I'm gonna numb it away. This once I'm gonna protect me.
Allergies making me ill as well. I hate today.
Today I came upon some truths(very few) but I think I get the big picture.
I'm gonna ignore it. I know what went down- but dwelling will only hurt my soul more. I'm gonna numb it away. This once I'm gonna protect me.
Allergies making me ill as well. I hate today.
vrulovwrath:
"Lies are poison."
So simple yet so truth. Wise words you spoke.
So simple yet so truth. Wise words you spoke.
bakeryman:
Allergies are kicking my ass too. I hate this time of year.
Later
Later
Hello all...
I'm so so so bored. Trying to locate a good band networking site. you know one?? A forum anything? Bah..
I think I was cheated in high school, like I never got to pick classes I took.. they just got assigned to me. Did this happen to you? Ken told me in NJ he got to pick all his classes and shit. I...
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I'm so so so bored. Trying to locate a good band networking site. you know one?? A forum anything? Bah..
I think I was cheated in high school, like I never got to pick classes I took.. they just got assigned to me. Did this happen to you? Ken told me in NJ he got to pick all his classes and shit. I...
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bakeryman:
Happy September to you too!!!
Later
Later
today's a sleepy day....
Watched Ken play Dark Cloud, took a shower.... going food shopping soon. New picture up ... not sure whats happening there but yeah. I had shitty sleep last night. I want chocolate and $$$$ to go shopping on ebay.
Watched Ken play Dark Cloud, took a shower.... going food shopping soon. New picture up ... not sure whats happening there but yeah. I had shitty sleep last night. I want chocolate and $$$$ to go shopping on ebay.
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soeffinhappy:
How's Sunday at 8:30 at the Robin?
bakeryman:
Sleep days are nice. Wish I had more of them.
Later
Later
Our plans didn't go as planned tonight but we ended up having a cute ass night anyways.... I really loved it actually.
Watched this katie holmes movie....used my moo moo vac..
ummm.... waited around, looked at stuff, ran away from parentals...ummm saw the cute place where a certain someone worked.. and this someone was impressed.
I did some other stuff but it runs from my...
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bakeryman:
Running from parentals sounds like fun. When are you going to post a pic of your of your moo vac. I like the new pic above your profile its cute.
Later
Later