What the fuck is up with the fucked-ass liquor laws? I'm a human being, capable of deciding for myself when I should be drinking. Fuck the state, they're bastards for forcing me to think ahead when it's inconvienant for me to do so.
Okay, I figured out when it is that I don't feel exhausted at all, in fact I feel quite happy. It's when I'm working in a kitchen that is completely, balls-to-the-wall slammed. I honestly don't think I can be happier than that. Now the main problem is that once it slows down I get really tired and just want to go to beddy-bye. But I... Read More
I'm constantly exhausted... I can't even remember the last time I felt well rested. Last December I felt sort of rested up but that went away within a day or two. This needs to change soon. I need job where I get vacation time and only have to work full time rather than sixty or more hours a week just to make ends meet. Oh... Read More
Thanks for your message. It's become somewhat of a
defence mechanism over time, the lack of feeling. This just
hasn't been the best of times, but I'm trying to see beyond it.
Full moon madness. I almost feel better now. I've been much too sad lately. Over foolish things too. Like sentence fragments. Like people who get off on making everyone seem in some way lesser than themselves. Like, oh my gawd!
I wish I wasn't so fat. I've always been chubby but never this bad, and for some reason it won't go away. I lift weights,... Read More
Yeah, she was in Terror Firmer. It's a long story, but basically she felt the need to hurt me and make me out to be a bad person in order to make it easier for her to end it. It wasn't exactly a long term or serious thing, but you know, I kinda liked her. I wish we could have stayed friends.
Consideration? Yes, I always expect it from people, and I'm disappointed far too often.
Would you bother someone who obviously doesn't know you? Who's obviously busy and wants to be left alone? Would you ask a stranger to buy you illegal drugs? When they said no, would you continue to dog their footsteps like a git? Would you then part company with them by offering a cheap insult? Would you like to get your face stomped in by someone... Read More
People are so stupid because - aw hell, I dunno. This culture we live in now has raised being stupid to the status of coolness. It's hip to be stupid. It's cutting edge to be a moron. There's nothing left, we've done all the other states of being, now it's stupid's turn. Feh. I'll have none of it.
I'm getting kind of fed up with this site too. Everything centers on alcohol - I got sooo drunk last night, let's go out and get drunk, did you see how drunk so-and-so was last night, etc. etc. blah blah blah. I took myself off the SGPDX group because no one there seemed interested in any event that was not centered on alcohol. So screw 'em. I don't have time for such nonsense, dammit.
Want me to do a binding spell on this Matt moron??
A binding is a gentler form of a hex, but it doesn't sound like this guy's worth it. He'll get what's coming to him...
You're right about divination working in hindsight. If you walk around all day "looking" for whatever might happen to happen, it's probably not going to happen (a watched pot never boils, etc.). But it's nice to get a "feel" for what's out there and go from there. The trick is to NOT think about it all the time (difficult for me!).
Thanks for the kind words re the other stuff. I don't want my dad to have Alzheimer's. We're going over there on Sept. 13, so will keep everyone posted. As for the alcohol, yeah, I hear you. I don't really like being around drunk people, though, so it might not work for me. My god, what am I doing here????