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Through the haze of my hang-over I seem to recall being hit upon by some rather cute blonde catholic school girl. Let's see... she was thirty-one, going for her Masters in computer engineering, and obviously possessed of a wicked intelligence that manifested itself in a hilarious sense of humor. Sadly I woke up alone this morning which tells me I damned well ought to work...
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Fucking hiccups.

Emotional State: I'm not saying that I feel lonely, butI am most definately alone in the world. Where'd everyone go?

In unrelated news: I'm forced to wonder whether in a wolrd in which literally anything is a possibility if there's much room left for expansion. I suppose I've been asking myself where do we go from here? What is there left to do but let...
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Looks like it's movie day today:

I'm finally going to go the new Matrix and then later it looks like I'm going to my first Secret Cinema. From what I gather Secret Cinema this week is a collection of found porn movies (as in the prorietor found a bunch of porn movies in a second hand shop and decided to show them to her viewing...
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I think I'm stressed out... I'd like to try some new remedies for that, excercise works fine and all, but new forms of it would be nice. Or something entirely different. I'm open to suggestion.

Boy, the landlord for the apartment I applied for sure is checking into references. I wonder if this will work out. Well, I hope so.

Also, I've noticed that I can't select just the text I want when trying to respond on the boards. How the heck am I supposed to make inane comments in response to other people if I can only select all...
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I'm crossing my fingers, I finally found the apartment I was looking for, and it sounds like I'm going to get it, though I don't know yet whether I'll have to pay last as well as the first, deposit, and pet deposit. I kind of hope not because then I'd be way ahead by this time in two months. But then again, not having to...
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Yup, I'm tired of doubt, of angst, of financial and emotional difficulties. Change takes so damned much time, though. I keep thinking of that John Lennon song about hard times being over for awhile. Wouldn't that be nice?

Karaoke was cool last night, I can tell y'all are decent folks, and I wish wasn't quite so akward around people I don't know, but that's how...
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Alright, I just got back from my first 'SG event'. My impressions? It started out with a tackle-hug from Freckle, which was one helluva welcome (thanks, hon.) and then I met Dreammaker, Roxy, and some others whom I don't know the pseudonyms of. They were friendly and lovely but me, I was too tired and godawful shy to say much. Ric and Erin showed up...
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Yeah, so, I've been doing alot of thinking lately...