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I got new ink done today....Yay. I feel bad cause its rather redundant but its original in its own little way. Its located on my left forearm its an outline (so far) of a star with a circle around it inside. When i get it colored im gonna have the star a slight shade darker than a baby blue (if one does exisit) and the outside in the circle will be red. A very crimson shade of red.

Ok ok i know i know i know what your thinking. OH YOU FUCKING EMO KID. Now that maybe true in part...but not 100% Here me out here. It actully has a really close meaning to me.

Alright we've all seen shit (that doesn't revolve around girls all the time....curse you penis!) that just makes you feel like that scene in metropolis. A numb hallow mindlesss dreg lugging your way to work in a line of stricly identical souless dregs lurching twords another day of labor. But ok ok i've off track. THe point is metropolis is a silent movie that rocked the house go see it!

Now the star reminds me i'm not that. I'm something special. And as long as i remember that i'm a bright blue star in a sea of red, i'll be ok. Its tacky but it reminds me of who i am. And reminds of what are some of my better qualities. Spelling is not one. But i have others.

Hehh the little boy in me wants to play make-believe so i'm off to venture into the world of role play and drag queens.....God damn i love this city.....

P.S. i'm a bright blue star!!! or an outline of one