Whoever reads this, thank you. You are total awesomesauce, amazeballs and i love you. You can take it a complaining blog or whatever, but i just see it as no where else to go and my feelings/emotions are just getting the better of me. Today I fucked up by starting to have doubts of achieving my dreams to model and be an official sg. Im not trying to rush it but i honestly wish i had more $ to use towards, was able to have a sitter for daughter and mom in law and was able to drive and get a job to help with it as well as other finances. I also had hoped i had better support from those close to me, even after being told they were supporting you and just ask. Tbh, SG community and people on IG have been way more supportive and it blows my mind.
Ramble over for now i guess. Another all nighter of super mommy mode with the wee one. Hope everyone is having a great night/day.
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