With 12 sets submitted, 10 making it to member review, 8 still being there, and none really performing the way SOTDs do... I think it might be time to face the facts that I'm not what majority of members want out of a Suicide Girl. I'm not exactly sure what that means for me here, yet.
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batman8989:
Well... this is sad news. I hate how girls that don't have the "look" of a Victoria Secret model don't usually go pink anymore. The girls that didn't have the "look" are the ones that started this company but whatever. That's why I've just about given up on this site but I was hoping I'd see you go pink before I left. The thought that I might never see it kind of makes me sad for some reason. It sucks but you're the Leonardo DiCaprio of the SG world. You've got what it takes and the people love you but the powers that be have the final say and they think otherwise, so that Oscar is given to someone else. I don't know... just don't give up because of this. You're definitely SOTD material and you'll make it one day.
psypher:
@batman8989 I have a hard time letting go of this community honestly - I've tried (not all that hard) and I don't think I can actually do it. It is so frustrating sometimes, but I spent a lot of time in december thinking about life and realizing this is kind of my safe place. I've accepted the likelihood of me turning pink is likely lower than most people - but it never stopped Leo from making movies! Admittedly I cried laughing for about 5 minutes I am owning that title until the SG gods grace me with my oscar lol. I'm hoping with the two sets of the day that it will give models like me who have been here for a while or may not have a more marketably alternative look for X,Y,and Z reasons a chance to turn pink, even if members are beginning to showcase more marketably mainstream preferences in their voting :)