i'm feeling extra bitter at the moment. i don't want to see, hear, or talk to anyone. i want everyone to leave me the fuck alone. don't interrupt me. don't ask me the same question over and over again. if you're gonna talk to me, hurry up and say what you have to, don't leave long pauses in between the words while you try to...
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johnny_crotchrot:
Happy birthday.
frankie18:
happy birthday
nothing new to report, folks.
*jagr trade watch: that boring lame-oid mcphee is now saying he never had plans to trade jagr (read: furious backpeddling now that he realizes he will be stuck with that lazy, moody motherfucker for another year). *
*jagr trade watch: that boring lame-oid mcphee is now saying he never had plans to trade jagr (read: furious backpeddling now that he realizes he will be stuck with that lazy, moody motherfucker for another year). *
the jagr trade-watch continues...6.54pm tuesday...still on my team.
my left ear hurts like shit. i think i have an infection, but i have no idea how that could have happened? also, i have a very sore throat. too bad there's nothing wrong with my nose, then i could go to the ear, nose & throat doctor and say "give me the works!".
dinosaur jr.'s album...
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my left ear hurts like shit. i think i have an infection, but i have no idea how that could have happened? also, i have a very sore throat. too bad there's nothing wrong with my nose, then i could go to the ear, nose & throat doctor and say "give me the works!".
dinosaur jr.'s album...
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here it is: monday. the foot of the mountain i must eternally climb, sysiphus-like, called the "work week".
at least my show is on tonight. if you wanna see hot babes surfing, be sure to watch it...10.30pm (eastern) on mtv. that's my guilty pleasure, and i'm proud of it.
as of this moment (7.17pm monday) jaromir jagr is still on my team. yeah, that's right,...
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at least my show is on tonight. if you wanna see hot babes surfing, be sure to watch it...10.30pm (eastern) on mtv. that's my guilty pleasure, and i'm proud of it.
as of this moment (7.17pm monday) jaromir jagr is still on my team. yeah, that's right,...
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today it rained. again. and again and again and again. i guess anyone who lives in like, seattle or somewhere will think it's no big deal. but here, it's out of control. rain ALL THE TIME. i actually like rainy days though, so i'm not getting all depressed like everyone else. the warehouse i work in leaks. tremendously. ever try to work while standing in...
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iamspoonbender:
hahahaaaha
have a great weekend!
have a great weekend!
johnny_crotchrot:
Sorry about taking forever to respond to ya. Now to answer those question you had on my journal. Yes, the Deftones covered Sinatra by Helmet. Those program dates on the trace programs at the begining and at the end of The Matrix are 19 months apart. There is a theory that the phone call seen at the end of The Matrix will be after Revolutions. Thanks for wishing me luck on the ACT, but I was a standby and there were not enough slots for the standbys. I am going to take the residual ACT for this local university next month.
I see you are getting hit with all the rain too. It's been awful in AL. Today was our first clear day in a while. Heh, something happened to me too that was similar to what that lady said to you. Yesterday I was at sub-way and ordered a six inch meatball sub. The lady did not know for sure if I said meatball so she asked "you wan't balls with your 6 inches?" It took all I could to keep from laughing in her face at that.
I see you are getting hit with all the rain too. It's been awful in AL. Today was our first clear day in a while. Heh, something happened to me too that was similar to what that lady said to you. Yesterday I was at sub-way and ordered a six inch meatball sub. The lady did not know for sure if I said meatball so she asked "you wan't balls with your 6 inches?" It took all I could to keep from laughing in her face at that.
mini journal entry to follow. topic, music:
-could the audio on the converge dvd suck any more?
-i like radiohead's new album, but only in small pieces at a time. favourite tune: "sit down, stand up".
-clutch live album!
-what do you think is better: joy divisions "dead souls" or nine inch nails' cover?
-idlewild is gonna be at 9.30 club sometime soon. i need...
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-could the audio on the converge dvd suck any more?
-i like radiohead's new album, but only in small pieces at a time. favourite tune: "sit down, stand up".
-clutch live album!
-what do you think is better: joy divisions "dead souls" or nine inch nails' cover?
-idlewild is gonna be at 9.30 club sometime soon. i need...
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last night something happened.
i am the kind of person who has only one really really good friend at a time. after awhile, for whatever reason, we either drift apart, or have a huge fight, after which i am unable to reconcile with that person.
a couple months ago, i realized that my friend was taking advantage of me. not paying back borrowed money, asking...
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i am the kind of person who has only one really really good friend at a time. after awhile, for whatever reason, we either drift apart, or have a huge fight, after which i am unable to reconcile with that person.
a couple months ago, i realized that my friend was taking advantage of me. not paying back borrowed money, asking...
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ilcapitano:
Don't you just LOVE the random journal feature on the Hookups page????
As for your dilemma, I would have to say that it is a matter of scale. Was this dude being flaky (i.e he owes you $5 and has 2 of your CD's and sort of ignored you at that one party) or a true jerk( i.e he owes you lots of $$, has all your CD's that begin with P AND never acknowledges your existance in public.)
If it is the former, than I would say that you are being WAY over-sensitive. The latter instance proves this guy is not the best person on Earth but still may warrant forgiveness. I say return his call (he did call 5 times after all) and explain the situation to him. If he gets manipulative or defensive, drop him and make a new buiddy. We all need friends, after all.
As for your dilemma, I would have to say that it is a matter of scale. Was this dude being flaky (i.e he owes you $5 and has 2 of your CD's and sort of ignored you at that one party) or a true jerk( i.e he owes you lots of $$, has all your CD's that begin with P AND never acknowledges your existance in public.)
If it is the former, than I would say that you are being WAY over-sensitive. The latter instance proves this guy is not the best person on Earth but still may warrant forgiveness. I say return his call (he did call 5 times after all) and explain the situation to him. If he gets manipulative or defensive, drop him and make a new buiddy. We all need friends, after all.
rickroyal:
I think relationships (whether they're simply friendships or something more) should always be predicated on honesty. So, I probably would've had a discussion with my friend six months ago if that was when I felt he was starting to exploit my friendship. Perhaps he didn't know he was being exploitive, or, if he did, it would've been a perfect time to either end the friendship or redeem the mistake.
usually, if i don't have anything mean to say, i don't say anything at all. but today i'm in a fairly decent mood, so i'll take a stab at a positive journal entry.
--i have cut all fast food out of my diet (which equaled at least two full meals a day. since i hate going out in public more than absolutely necessary, i got...
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--i have cut all fast food out of my diet (which equaled at least two full meals a day. since i hate going out in public more than absolutely necessary, i got...
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iamspoonbender:
oh yea -
buy the guitar BEFORE you quit, otherwise it will never happen!
and you are correct - i just added the quote today.
buy the guitar BEFORE you quit, otherwise it will never happen!
and you are correct - i just added the quote today.
koleeta:
mark ryden's art is so freakishy cool. It scares me but in the good way.
good stay away from the fast food restaurants, eat real food.
good stay away from the fast food restaurants, eat real food.
i don't really want to write a new journal entry. i want to give people a chance to read and comment on yesterdays topic. hahahahahahahahahahahaha, yeah right. i could leave the same journal up there for 8 years and i'd maybe have three comments, all to the effect of "damn, it's been 6 years since you updated your journal?" and "damn, it's been 7 years...
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iamspoonbender:
never saw the show..
ouch - try some glue?
ouch - try some glue?
iamspoonbender:
if you love music, you should try to learn an instrument, it's never too late -
i hate my job. i hate everyone i work with. i hate waking up in the morning and going somewhere i hate. i hate how i have no time for anything else. i hate how my job is making me miserable. so here's the question: do i quit?
on the one hand, maybe it says something about my fortitude and stick-to-it-ness if i just suck...
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on the one hand, maybe it says something about my fortitude and stick-to-it-ness if i just suck...
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iamspoonbender:
do you have any hobbies? everyone (well, everyone that i personally know) hates their job. it's nice to have an outlet though.