wow, holy shit.
i get back from paso, where i was stranded most of last week because of bronchites and a 103 temp. the hallucinations were kinda fun, but still i wonder about the brain damage i sustained from that shit.
and i hear tell of an SGLA party that's supposed to be all fabulous and it's NOW. and I seriously want to slit my wrists and mix blood into my tears. ok, so i lied, it's not THAT bad. but still-- i'm bummed.
i feel like the kid that slept through the first day of school.
all good intentions aside, i can't stand being mommied. about the time someone tries to open my fucking tylenol bottle to make sure i take 2 instead of 3 (like i really want to) is about the time i see red. good thing i had a steady supply of codine to quell the violent impulses.
on the other note- i love my boy so much. it bubbles from my stomach and tickles my insides with warmth. and then it drops from my heart, heavy like stars and eternity. love prances across my lips and wells out my eyes in misty stardust only-- to settle back in my bones and continue with definance.
happy solstice/yule to all!
i get back from paso, where i was stranded most of last week because of bronchites and a 103 temp. the hallucinations were kinda fun, but still i wonder about the brain damage i sustained from that shit.
and i hear tell of an SGLA party that's supposed to be all fabulous and it's NOW. and I seriously want to slit my wrists and mix blood into my tears. ok, so i lied, it's not THAT bad. but still-- i'm bummed.
i feel like the kid that slept through the first day of school.
all good intentions aside, i can't stand being mommied. about the time someone tries to open my fucking tylenol bottle to make sure i take 2 instead of 3 (like i really want to) is about the time i see red. good thing i had a steady supply of codine to quell the violent impulses.
on the other note- i love my boy so much. it bubbles from my stomach and tickles my insides with warmth. and then it drops from my heart, heavy like stars and eternity. love prances across my lips and wells out my eyes in misty stardust only-- to settle back in my bones and continue with definance.
happy solstice/yule to all!
103 temp...ow. did you really see shit? i once went to the doctor just because my mom made me (i wasn't feeling that bad) and the doc told me i had a temp of 103.something...it totally freaked me out.