Tuesday Jul 15, 2003

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My psychologist told me I should be on meds today. That might not be a bad idea. I haven't really been able to function for about a year now, and I have not been successful in dealing with this on my own. Hopefully the SSRIs will kill my libido as well, I think I'd be much happier if I were not interested in sex, it's not like I have any chance of ever being with anyone and thinking about it is only makes me more depressed.
I don't know why I bother to write here, no one will read this.



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silencenoir:
More people read it, than you know. I don't know you either, but sending you a couple hugs.

Take care of yourself smile
mei:
i went off of meds recently, only to find out that i probably really and truly do need them. you should try it. if nothing else, it's an adventure. just as much as taking a handful of strange pills for an evening - just longer and more drawn out. experimentation is interesting.

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