psmith

I am free of family. Strangely I'm not excited, I discovered that my hyper Orange County christian sister is a lot easier to be around after I've gotten her drunk, and i think i may actually have enjoyed being around her. My life is quiet again - which means i go back to being alone in a city were i know no one. I went to a bar tonight, something I had stopped doing months ago, sit in the corner and watched people. I really don't understand them, I don't understand how to interact with people. When you have reached my age and still don't know how to talk to people and are still incapable of making/keeping friends you probably will never learn.