pskank

August has by far been one of the most interesting/exciting/frustrating/depressing/crazy months of my entire life.

I am in a state of shock right now over everything that has happened in the last 24 hours it is insane.

a) Landlords called me and told me the place has been rented. I am only on the hook for half of Augusts rent, and I get back half of my security deposit (didn't pay an actual Augusts rent). I have to clean the place on Friday night after work. My ex moves out Friday afternoon. That means I am totally done with her. Well, see c).

b) My brother was held up at gun point yesterday. His girlfriend (don't get my started) burned her arm with hot water the other day, and the ER said it was First Degree. Well after a day of insane pain, she went back and they said "no, that's Third Degree, you have to have a skin graft tomorrow or you will lose your arm. I don't even know what to think.

c) My ex's mother died. I feel really bad. While I am 100% glad to be done with her and never have to see her ever again, it just makes me feel bad. Part of me wants to email her and just say I'm sorry. Part of me just wants to let her be. I am sure she doesn't want to hear from me.

d) I just got internet and cable back. I've been gone for a while, but it is good to be back.

e) Still cleaning my new bedroom. The mice died. I'm still having a party on Monday, but I don't know what kind of food will be there (my brother owed me money... but the fucking criminal took care of that).

So... I'm here. I called off work today because I am very stressed. I'm going to watch tv, surf the net, clean and relax.

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pskank