before i goto bed.. i'm going to post some of my poetry.
why, because i feel like it.
love p-skank
Confused/Relieved
Wasn't lost in your beauty;
Your skin (*cough*) or your hair.
But in the condescendence.
Your sultry little stare.
For I was alone,
My chance to atone.
And to boost my ego,
Upon a higher throne.
Released from your world,
Welcomed into another.
Painfully perfect.
Thankfully perfect.
So Sad So Cold
a system of silly little thoughts
you're beauty fills the minds of all
irreversible and misunderstood
a sickness of paranoia sets in
simply pathetic and so coldy forgiving
a loner, a lover, a liar through and through
questions arise only in time
for one to be dropped
i'm not as tired as i seem to be.
i'm not as afraid as i seem to be.
if only these walls could talk?
if only this mind could walk
or run, run further than the eye can see
then all would be lost and forgiven.
You Have Always Known
She knows.
times are changing, whether for the better
quicky and swifty, now i've upset her
a fourtune of pain with wealth unending
to much love to keep on pretending
the feeling is freeing, slightly unnerving
drving me crazy, not paying attention, i'm swaying and swerving
explanations come quickly, afraid of losing you daily
superstitions are useless, when i'm loving you madly
when boredom hits bottom, life is for real
the air becomes thick, the wounds slow to heal
being alone, not knowing what's next
been through it all, what's left to expect
time for an ending, but beginning another
simple and sadistic, starring deep into the eyes of a lover
happy for a change, cause few things are exciting
real and unique, this one is enticing
no title
i'm so very lost, yet well aware of where i am
as the sun rises, esteem and self worth fall short of expectations
you can't explain the feeling inside,
when each day is the same, and each new encounter is old.
i'm sorry for what i have done,
i can't actually repay you, for i have failed us both.
"a credit to your beauty"
- wish
Simply put, you are so very beautiful.
when my world turned dark, you were a spark
now as i stare into your eyes,
along with others in disguise,
i feel compelled to tell you so.
i love you, and i will never let you go.
- want
You will never know me, you may never see me
but as you pose,
my passion grows,
and i am forced to tell you I truly know.
I once wrote "while you were out,
i took something precious"
well i'm writing again, thanks to you my friend.
please comment. critiscism welcome.
there we go, that about runs the gammut of emotions.
why, because i feel like it.
love p-skank
Confused/Relieved
Wasn't lost in your beauty;
Your skin (*cough*) or your hair.
But in the condescendence.
Your sultry little stare.
For I was alone,
My chance to atone.
And to boost my ego,
Upon a higher throne.
Released from your world,
Welcomed into another.
Painfully perfect.
Thankfully perfect.
So Sad So Cold
a system of silly little thoughts
you're beauty fills the minds of all
irreversible and misunderstood
a sickness of paranoia sets in
simply pathetic and so coldy forgiving
a loner, a lover, a liar through and through
questions arise only in time
for one to be dropped
i'm not as tired as i seem to be.
i'm not as afraid as i seem to be.
if only these walls could talk?
if only this mind could walk
or run, run further than the eye can see
then all would be lost and forgiven.
You Have Always Known
She knows.
times are changing, whether for the better
quicky and swifty, now i've upset her
a fourtune of pain with wealth unending
to much love to keep on pretending
the feeling is freeing, slightly unnerving
drving me crazy, not paying attention, i'm swaying and swerving
explanations come quickly, afraid of losing you daily
superstitions are useless, when i'm loving you madly
when boredom hits bottom, life is for real
the air becomes thick, the wounds slow to heal
being alone, not knowing what's next
been through it all, what's left to expect
time for an ending, but beginning another
simple and sadistic, starring deep into the eyes of a lover
happy for a change, cause few things are exciting
real and unique, this one is enticing
no title
i'm so very lost, yet well aware of where i am
as the sun rises, esteem and self worth fall short of expectations
you can't explain the feeling inside,
when each day is the same, and each new encounter is old.
i'm sorry for what i have done,
i can't actually repay you, for i have failed us both.
"a credit to your beauty"
- wish
Simply put, you are so very beautiful.
when my world turned dark, you were a spark
now as i stare into your eyes,
along with others in disguise,
i feel compelled to tell you so.
i love you, and i will never let you go.
- want
You will never know me, you may never see me
but as you pose,
my passion grows,
and i am forced to tell you I truly know.
I once wrote "while you were out,
i took something precious"
well i'm writing again, thanks to you my friend.
please comment. critiscism welcome.
there we go, that about runs the gammut of emotions.