i'm depressed again.
boys are stupid. i hate them.
sometimes.
boys are stupid. i hate them.
sometimes.
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"The first step on the path towards genius is admitting you know nothing at all"
like that? i just made it up!
what does it mean, though? it means that, for me, i consider myself to be much wiser and more intelligent now than i did 10 years ago, but it's mainly do to the fact that i can accept that i know very little...
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like that? i just made it up!
what does it mean, though? it means that, for me, i consider myself to be much wiser and more intelligent now than i did 10 years ago, but it's mainly do to the fact that i can accept that i know very little...
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tic_tac_toe:
whoa! I just stretched out your whole journal! 
Trippy!
But bad!...no cookie for skruffy...
Trippy!
But bad!...no cookie for skruffy...
ludavico2002:
but i do know something ... i know how to make play doh out of flour and salt ... so what does that make me?
but ... i do admit that my recipe may not be the best there is to be had ...
but ... i do admit that my recipe may not be the best there is to be had ...
I dreamt last night that Tak was actually a GIRL, and that his/her set went up today...
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takeshi21:
Yep. Linda and Alfredo. They wouldn't know me by name, just by face.
Such a weird, weird, place. It was filled either with Oakland/Berkeley wannabe scenesters or bonafide Oakland residents (see: CRACKHEAD). I liked it, but only because there wasn't a better place to be in the east bay.
So in conclusion.. I LOVE PRUDENCE. Good morning, good afternoon, and good night.
-T21
Such a weird, weird, place. It was filled either with Oakland/Berkeley wannabe scenesters or bonafide Oakland residents (see: CRACKHEAD). I liked it, but only because there wasn't a better place to be in the east bay.
So in conclusion.. I LOVE PRUDENCE. Good morning, good afternoon, and good night.
-T21
takeshi21:
That's friggin' hillarious! Odds were we were at the Ruby Room at the same time, at some point. Honestly, there was only one girl I ever really picked up there and you'll hear the conclusion of that story soon enough.
The place was cool when it was cool, but it was too cool for its own good, by the same token. I wish I could have known of SG people at that moment, but alas, such was not meant to be.
The place was cool when it was cool, but it was too cool for its own good, by the same token. I wish I could have known of SG people at that moment, but alas, such was not meant to be.
I miss you like crazy.
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lil_tuffy:
Hey! What happened? I'm sorry I couldn't hear well on the phone? I heard you made it to the BF but you never made it to the Parkside?
THat makes baby jesus cry.
THat makes baby jesus cry.
ludavico2002:
baby jesus cried, all right.
we were indeed at the bigfoot but went across the street to get some food for a few minutes ... i guess thats when you stopped by ...
goddamnit.
we were indeed at the bigfoot but went across the street to get some food for a few minutes ... i guess thats when you stopped by ...
goddamnit.
the more things change, the more they stay the same. i thought you were over it, i thought that you'd moved on, i thought you had matured, but no. one childish comment of yours proved otherwise. it doesn't even matter whether or not you were the actual person to make the comment [even though i still believe it was you]. the fact that you even...
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morgan:
I am speaking only in lyrics today
"when the winter is coming can you
sign up and leave?"
"when the winter is coming can you
sign up and leave?"
morgan:
*kiss*
you know, the 'goth' music they have now just doesn't quite capture the same tortured, gloomy, despair that 80's 'death rock' did...
ok, you all are probably going to think i'm absolutely INSANE, but i had the most bizarre dream last night, and i have to write it down before i forget it. you know how some tights and stockings come in different patters...like, stripes,...
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ok, you all are probably going to think i'm absolutely INSANE, but i had the most bizarre dream last night, and i have to write it down before i forget it. you know how some tights and stockings come in different patters...like, stripes,...
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tic_tac_toe:
heh...I looked back at your last journal and I said "nice" dreams, not "interesting," --or "disgusting," for that matter...oh well, can't say it was a *boring* dream, in any case...
astrogirl3000:
hey lady! i've got a bit of a thing for tights, got a big drawer full of them. stripes, plaid, even butterflies too! my favorite ones have james dean and marilyn monroe on them. so glad it's tights weather. if i saw a pair of varicose vein tights i'd probably have to get them even though they'd just sit in my drawer.
didn't know who lonnie was, but i read the link. and yer right, the "goth" music ain't what it used to be.....
didn't know who lonnie was, but i read the link. and yer right, the "goth" music ain't what it used to be.....
feel a little better today. just tired. very, very tired, but i don't wanna go to bed. if i go to sleep, then i have to wake up.
i keep noticing that all these formerly proud 19 and 20-year-olds suddenly have "it's a secret!" as their ages in their profiles? do they suddenly feel washed up now that they're not 18 anymore, or does it...
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i keep noticing that all these formerly proud 19 and 20-year-olds suddenly have "it's a secret!" as their ages in their profiles? do they suddenly feel washed up now that they're not 18 anymore, or does it...
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blayne:
hahaha... i am glad you are feeling a little better. i wish you weller. haha
About the birthdays... when you edit your profile it was reseting the birthdays
there was a thread about it on the "this site" board... on this site... yeah
xoxo
~blayne
About the birthdays... when you edit your profile it was reseting the birthdays
there was a thread about it on the "this site" board... on this site... yeah
xoxo
~blayne
verifythis:
CUTE VOICE HOTTIE!
xo sarah
xo sarah
i don't want to be too much of a downer, but i'm depressed, still. if you're looking for a bubbly, happy journal entry, please read elsewhere.
i mentioned before that i was depressed about reality. reality that has hit me like a ton of bricks. the reality of things like:
love
marriage
friends
family
health
sex
money
work
life
growing old
death
the scary, painful...
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i mentioned before that i was depressed about reality. reality that has hit me like a ton of bricks. the reality of things like:
love
marriage
friends
family
health
sex
money
work
life
growing old
death
the scary, painful...
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mike11:
I hope that everything works out well for you. Wish that I wasnt so far away sounds like you need a shoulder right about now.
morgan:
I think without love we do die, at least inside.
There are many many studies that show that babies who are born premature or ill are more likely to die without the love and touch of nurses or parents.
There are many many studies that show that babies who are born premature or ill are more likely to die without the love and touch of nurses or parents.
i hate myself.
i should just stop trying to make friends.
i should just stop trying to make friends.
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drstinkypants:
if there was a way to tell you how much that feels like my journal entry right now...
mike11:
I do not get new friends - I just keep the old ones around for some unknown reason.
ok, so there's my halloween pic contribution. i call it, 'FrankenKitty.' it's kind of hard to see, but it's a picture of my poor cat, Bingsley, right after he had a really nasty abcess removed.
hmmm...how do i feel about the whole public profile debate? i kind of go back and forth on the issue, but honestly, i'm less worried about former friends, lovers, employers,...
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hmmm...how do i feel about the whole public profile debate? i kind of go back and forth on the issue, but honestly, i'm less worried about former friends, lovers, employers,...
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joscelyne:
tomorrow...yes, you, ELph and I are going to hide in the corner...occasionally he and I will sneak out for a cigarette. Actually we won't have to sneak out because no one will notice anyway, heheh
thirtyseven:
thanks for the compliments 
have fun at tuff luck .. i wish i lived in a big enough city to have sg pot luck dinners.
and don't forget to sniff tuffy!
have fun at tuff luck .. i wish i lived in a big enough city to have sg pot luck dinners.
and don't forget to sniff tuffy!
by the by...for those of you who are interested...my score on 'the spark' 100 question purity test (mentioned in my previous journal entry) was 48%. not too suprising, since my score on the long-ass one was 50%. incidentally, the results of the spark slut test indicate that im 61% slutty. that also sounds about right.
this time 'round, i'm goin' to lil' tuffy's tuf luck...
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this time 'round, i'm goin' to lil' tuffy's tuf luck...
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mike11:
no i didnt get anything
raven:
haha. i got less. i only got 42%. guess im not much of a lil lamb pure as snow.
girls are EVIL...
when i was in grade school, i had a small, but close group of friends. we weren't popular, but i was more or less the 'leader' of our little group. then, in fourth grade, a girl named nicole joined our circle of friends. at first it was great- we all played together, and invited each other to our birthday parties, etc. then,...
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when i was in grade school, i had a small, but close group of friends. we weren't popular, but i was more or less the 'leader' of our little group. then, in fourth grade, a girl named nicole joined our circle of friends. at first it was great- we all played together, and invited each other to our birthday parties, etc. then,...
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mike11:
Sorry , I have been away for a while. How have you been doing? Take care.
morgan:
I've never had an ex say he had to stop hanging out with me because of his new girl, but i have had exes do that thing where they forget you exist the second they have a new girl.
That's always the saddest thing ever.
That's always the saddest thing ever.
Write sumpthin' exciting in my journal. I'm stuck at home with no electricity and my iBook is dying.
And I'm bored stupid!
Entertain me, damn you!!!!