damn... that trip to tampa has exhausted the resources until tuesday which makes for a weekend at home... but fortunately the Library has a few books worth reading, (i may have been the first one to ever check them out) anyhow, it's a reading, studying, petting the kitties type weekend... i wish the weather was worse so then there'd really be a good reason to stay inside...
anyhow i'm way leaning back into the being over it all phase, it's strange how easily you can get swept back into the wreck of a relationship, not this time... almost, but it's too late my future is too bright... it involves a lot of travel, and little baggage, and no explainations.
the tragedy still looms large in my mind, forgiveness hasn't come, the mess is still there to remind me...
anyhow i'm way leaning back into the being over it all phase, it's strange how easily you can get swept back into the wreck of a relationship, not this time... almost, but it's too late my future is too bright... it involves a lot of travel, and little baggage, and no explainations.
the tragedy still looms large in my mind, forgiveness hasn't come, the mess is still there to remind me...
TJB