Lately a lot of general shit has floated through my head about life in general. A lot of questions about where I'm going, what I'm doing and how I plan to get there. I am in a position where, really, I could arrange to pickup and leave within the space of two weeks and not have much at risk.
Rather freeing, ideally, until I sit down and start to consider where, exactly, it is that I want to be. I should be heading back to culinary school and get the only thing I've ever really considered a treu passion under way as a career. Than again, that in and of it's self scares the shit of of me, cause if I do it and fall on my face I cant pass the buck anymore.
However, pain is a great way to clear you're head as it turns out.
While sitting for my most recent tat work a week or so ago, I was finally able to let all the shit go and just....sit. After words, things remained pretty clear on what I need to be doing, and what I need to do to get there.
I guess the sensation of a needling drilling it's way into your arm repeatedly if a healthy one after all, shows you mom.
Rather freeing, ideally, until I sit down and start to consider where, exactly, it is that I want to be. I should be heading back to culinary school and get the only thing I've ever really considered a treu passion under way as a career. Than again, that in and of it's self scares the shit of of me, cause if I do it and fall on my face I cant pass the buck anymore.
However, pain is a great way to clear you're head as it turns out.
While sitting for my most recent tat work a week or so ago, I was finally able to let all the shit go and just....sit. After words, things remained pretty clear on what I need to be doing, and what I need to do to get there.
I guess the sensation of a needling drilling it's way into your arm repeatedly if a healthy one after all, shows you mom.
