Now that I have created this persona of a monsterpiece of work, it has actually affected me in reality.
I consider SG to be somewhat of a "nether realm", not entirely real, but strongly based in temporal reality.
My behavior has egged it's self on, to further become more unacceptable, and less balanced, more caustic,
and not much fun either.
I seem to have even brought it home to Main St. USA. ------ Dangerous stuff.
I guess I should attempt to "clean up my act", but I seem to really need the release I get from my enraged and aloof behavior. I could really use a big spleef.
I consider SG to be somewhat of a "nether realm", not entirely real, but strongly based in temporal reality.
My behavior has egged it's self on, to further become more unacceptable, and less balanced, more caustic,
and not much fun either.
I seem to have even brought it home to Main St. USA. ------ Dangerous stuff.
I guess I should attempt to "clean up my act", but I seem to really need the release I get from my enraged and aloof behavior. I could really use a big spleef.
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Hang in there with the touristas. Having lived in SoCal for 20 years I know what a drain they are. Look at them as perspective profit and you'll soldier through it just fine.
I think this means the steep part is flattening out, actually slept last night, first time in about 10 nights.
I am most assuredly on the verge of completely losing my mind, my concentration is shot, I can't stay focused, and I'm just not able to pay attention. Maybe I've finally stressed my brain to death, I don't know how to slow it down, ride the brakes down shift and keep steering. Oh well, it's just life;......I guess.