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More Salt,
More Wine,
More S p a c e ,
More Time,

Woke up,,,,,,,
Dreaming,
Ice shattered
on the ceiling

Feeling cold

Endless,
S p a c e s,
I dont recall the
Faces

Getting Old


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I got woken up with the most agonising cramp this morning in my calf. Jebus, it fukin hurt.

Handed in my notice at work too last...
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veganvixen:
so, ur sating i should be a nurse? smile i'll have to order my outfit tomorrow
fractal:
thanks for the edumacational potty paper link!
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Winter,
Frost,
Protection,
Dementia,
That warm fuzzy coat with sharp edges,
A tent built for one, with a zip, inside only,
That green eyed monster juxtaposed with a sign telling you to -

KEEP OF THE FUCKING GRASS

Suicidal,
No,
Pre menstrual,
In as much as a man can ever be,
Scared,
Maybe,
Dammed,
Probably.
Lazy,
For sure.

I am about ready to rein act...
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nogodsnomanagers:
you're so wise
fortunately i don't feel like he's some chump i have to dupe, i've been totally honest

i've been totally lazy
but i have an excuse
a temperature and glands as big as my fists
swallowing my own phlegm a lot, not pleasant
coughing until i think i'm gunna puke, also unpleasant
and that smell of unwell person in my room, it's not nice
i must go lie down again
ngnm
poprock:
"Did your girlfriend know, and if so where do you get one of those?"

Yeah, she knew... and I found her in a sleazy rawk club. Always seems to work for me.
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Search for Peace
I am passing this on to you because it has definitely worked for me.
By following this simple advice I received by e-mail, I have finally found
inner peace.....
My new motto is"The way to achieve inner peace is to finish all the things
you've started."
So I looked around the house to see all the things I started and hadn't
finished.......
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Ok so silence speaks volumes , but if I am not allowed a little honesty here I dread to think where I can.

I think I need to explain myself a little clearer after my last entry.

For the record,,,,,,,,,,

I am not an alcoholic , but I do drink too much .

I have never hurt another living soul and never concisely would ,...
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olsen:
Of course, but you couldn't rightly say that MLK wasn't playing a huge part on those changes. He wasn't the sole responsible party, but he did change the world.

Fine, then! I;ll be happy. Take that!
demoivre:
He, he...it goes. wink
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Roll UP Roll up Roll Up ,Ladies and Gentlemen,. Its time for you all to witness a wonder of the twentieth century , a real marvel to behold , the all singing all dancing , blood guts sweat and tears of any party,,,,,,

Watch in Awe shocked as the freak performs the human Hoover , a dangerous disappearing act which involves ,forcing more powder up his...
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phoebus:
Hey amigo,

Not trying to sound like a hypocrite here, especially where it pertains the Liquid Courage... 'because all my co-located friends I had too much of that tonight... But much the dust, if you're not kidding about it. Seen too many friends go that route. frown

Not preaching or talking down... I know I've got my own issues... wink

Oh, yeah, and the weekend was too fucking good. Good friends, good outings, great weather, and strong stomachs. Did I mention the lovely ladies? wink

[Edited on Sep 22, 2003]
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I am now the proud owner of 1600 sq ft of shell spec retail space in a bustling business park just outside Glasgow http://www.strathclydebusinesspark.com/park/park.html .

Fukin A. shocked

What do you think I should do with it cause in four months time it will start costing me 350000 pounds a year less tax, and right now I only have 10p , a crumpled packet of fags...
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nic:
Turn it into a roller disco.

Hey! The 80s are back in fashion!
misterjesus:
Dang. And here I was hoping there was at least seven or eight women with name on their ass's.

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I got a Birthday card from my mum which had a quote from the legendery, alcoholic , Manchester United player and Ladies man, George Best, it read

" I spent a lot of my money on booze, birds and fast cars....The rest I just squandered"

She knows me too well ! wink


"Id lend you my mind but Im crazy
Id remember times but Im carefree...
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traumatron:
awww man, i totally missed your birthday!

right then, seeing as you wrote a FANTASTIC testimonial for me- i shall return the favour.

but not now, coz its 8;42am and i need to poo.

All the best matey.
deadish:
happy birthday! sorry its late! thanks for the thought but Jay's cool, he's an old friend who i caught up with recently and has a life i envy which is why he's making me feel down about mine. but everthings cool, once winter sets in i will be glad of urban comforts im sure.

and yay! you must be nearly ready to set up shop! so exciting smile
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At what point should we listed to what our bodys are telling us .
My body is screaming at me not to do what I am about to do.
A doctor will tell someone with stress to avoid stressful situations, but in contrast would recommend for someone with a fear of flying or spiders to face there fear head on.
I dont see the distinction...
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misterjesus:
Yeah, that would be pretty nice actually
veganvixen:
i think people depend on doctors too much, i try to only go when i don't know how to get better, some people go everytime they get a damn cold. ya, telleing you to avoid stress is kinda dumb. i supose yopu could subject yourself to so much stress that either you can deal better, or your stomache explodes. well, good luck with everything. Happ B-day! Thanx for the hug, here's one for you >HUG<
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Still alive,
Still cynical about our national health service,
Still bleeding,
Still want to be a rock star,
Still never got round to trying,
Still out of love,
Still cant get good customer service,
Still hungry,
Still smoke,
Still half cut,
Still wasting precious time,
Still could so with cleaning,
Still ignorant
Still soft
Still impatient
Still angry
Still cant cry
Still still
Still the...
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nogodsnomanagers:
things are ok
everyone i've told has been nothing but wonderful
i'm sometimes numb and sometimes not
can't describe it
don't suppose i should be able to
there aren't any rules
i'm fucking lucky too
ngnm
olsen:
That's going to be a good day. It's too bad so many genuinely nice people will have to be punished for being a person they'll never grow into.
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I hate hospitals, i hate going to hospitals , i hate being in hospitals, i hate even thinking about them.

Right now that's about all i can muster, as i vaguely bounce around my apartment like a stoned pinball , desperately trying to find something, someone to take my mind of it. frown

Hospitals and garages, some of the only places that we only go to...
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veganvixen:
ah, hospitals, how i hate them as well. the 2 greatest things that i have been thru in a hospita are, having a cathader, and having do drink that lovely chalky stuff whil they watch it go thru ur system.
nogodsnomanagers:
the place i should be now......
i don't know why hospital is on your mind, but i hope everything's ok

xx ngnm
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I will update later.

i' am too busy relearning the three times table etc.I was told i need to learn to count on myself.

So i figured i would have to learn to count first.

whatever

"Romantic lady. Single baby.
[Sophisticated] [mama].

Come on, you disco lady. Sing with me,
mama.

Yes, it's ladies' night. Oh, what a
night.

Thank you.

This is Jimmy Moore saying,...
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phoebus:
Old School (2003)

Luke Wilson, Will Ferrell, and Vince Vaughn.
Todd Phillips' film, produced by Ivan Reitman (of Road Trip, Animal House fame).

It's a great wedding band, but they really don't get that much time in the movie. Still, it's a fun watch, especially for those getting ready to confront the dreaded 30s. frown
maelwys:
Hahahaha! Your virginity story is bloody funny. Heh, sorry, gut reaction there. Nice to meet you friday passed guv. Cheers for the Sambuca, even I did add it to me beer. Cavelle still insists it was cold, even put the soddin heating on at the hotel. I thought the weather was perfect personally.

I can count to 10 normally, 20 when barefoot and 21 when when starkers.
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Thanks to nogodsnomanagers for completing the countryside clinical trials on my spider conundrum, I can now release the data received.

In the UK we recon on the average person consumes 2 to 3 spiders during the night , this increases to 6 or 7 if the subject lives in the country side.

It was observed that an average of 5 spiders were present at any...
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phoebus:
Great Prep. I'm coming off one of my worst nights here, but now you have to infect my life with these fears of inadvertantly eating spiders? Damn you! wink

Actually, this does kind of scare me, considering that spiders are EVERYWHERE here in SK. And I mean huge ones, man--hand-sized monsters that cause you to dodge webs they spin across 2-lane roads at night. frown
phoebus:
Unfortunately Prep, I am. wink