okay. im over the pain part. lol. honestly a few hours after i wrote that,
things were okay. my heart is still in some deep shit, and im sure
that soon, (very soon) i am going to have to deal with some shit and icky hurt.
buts its okay.
i dont know what is going to happen. i have my hopes. i want to be optimistic, because typically
i am the person who expects the worst, and is pleasantly surprised when it does not happen.
i didnt say that i am pessimistic. i am much to happy for that.
more or less realistic....and open to the fact that with so many different
options facing us, you can never guess which way it will go.
question of the day: would you choose comfort and security or being madly in love
and not knowing what is in the future? why?
things were okay. my heart is still in some deep shit, and im sure
that soon, (very soon) i am going to have to deal with some shit and icky hurt.
buts its okay.
i dont know what is going to happen. i have my hopes. i want to be optimistic, because typically
i am the person who expects the worst, and is pleasantly surprised when it does not happen.
i didnt say that i am pessimistic. i am much to happy for that.
more or less realistic....and open to the fact that with so many different
options facing us, you can never guess which way it will go.
question of the day: would you choose comfort and security or being madly in love
and not knowing what is in the future? why?
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dolorian:
well, i've learned that comfort and security is not always that safe... or secure. nothing is definate, ever (in my oppinion) and you should always follow your heart. even though it's scary as fuck most of the time... 
nopantsdave:
I have to go with madly in love and an uncertain future because that feeling is just so intense it makes the pain worthwhile