possession09

you ever have those days when you wake up and you feel like youve been hit by a mac truck...except that you didnt go
out drinking or partying or anything, and you didnt have crazy sex, so you cant help but wonder what they heck happened between the time that you feel asleep and woke up.

i wonder if i sleep walk like my friend...
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words of the day:
refreshing
uplifting
contemplative
curious
accomplished


what are your words??

OMG.

drama tonite.
so my ex and i. who are trying to be good friends, cause we really do love one another ALOT..
decide to go out..well tons of people we know show up and we are just having fun, and all of a sudden drunk ex is saying why do you have
to flirt with that girl..she is so beautiful and blahblahblah....
and i...
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so i completely see now, why gfriends typically end a relationship with a fight, or with a huge disaggreement, or whatever can keep them away from each other
for months at end. its called recuperation (did i spell that right..grrr) time.
its really weird to be around my ex.
she knows me better than anyone
she is really beautiful
i know her better than anyone....
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if this sinus/coughy/sniffy/spacey all the time thingy does not go away i am going to scream....if i have enough damn energy.
how long will this go on...i eat soup (since i can hardly handle anything else) i am sleeping at all hours of hte day and nite.....i am staying warm,
taking vitamins....akkkkkk...this thing sure is hanging on...

last nite i made it out to a...
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so i have found myself in this odd state of mind. i am sick with some kind of cold crud that is pretty nasty too, so that doesnt help my predictament...
i am tired, and awake, anxious and relaxed, bored yet capitivated....
i dont know if its my massive cold or if i am really just THAT spacey...
lol..
hope everyone is well..!

btw....new hair...
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you know when you stay up too long and your brain starts going a mile a minute and you cant stop thinking about this or about that,
or about everything, and you cant seem to get anywhere with a thought that you know is important, that it needs to be important, but its just not clear...
i need sleep...

so now....
im am obsessed with dreads...lol...i finally had time (since i am jobless, and loving it) to make my own dreads...braided them into my own hair...
which is not HARD at all....actually braiding in synthetic braids is harder i think. but anyways...ive been sporting long
pretty brown dreads for the past month and decided today that i need color back in my life...
before...
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so i filled out my application for the Peace Corp today. more than
likely ill get in and be sprinted off somewhere when i finish school. i am extroadinarily excited about htis.
ive lived over in korea for a year and a half and been to china, and am not ready to stop travelling....
im very excited!!!


hope your day isnt as gloomy as mine.......
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so, once again folks i am single. and im happy with this because i really just cant handle a relationship.
not at this moment and time. and i started djing at a bar on fridays, and maybe soon sat and wedns. AND i got
fired from my regular job (as a counselor to mentally handicapped people) for a reckless driving ticket. (yep yep, and i...
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so i almost left SG. my credit card date ran out, unknowningly to me. and then i spent a week trying to decide whether or not
i realllyyyyyyy need SG. lol. well, hear i am. so i hope everyone is doing well!!!!!! talk to you soon
ade

well then.