Holy fuck. I feel so ill it's indescribable. I've not been online for a couple of days due to sleepover's at both my Grandma's and my friend Dawn's. The first went to plan, I had a roast dinner, talked to old g for a bit, told her that i've smoked for time, and proceeded to have a cigarette in her kitchen. Was going to sleep...
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insomniphobiac:
Would be nice. Money is a bit of a problem at the mo though. Maybe when i get my compo
agata:
yeah i mite meet jackie too, depending on what time in get into brum. If not, ill see you at subs 
yeah i mite meet jackie too, depending on what time in get into brum. If not, ill see you at subs My week is slipping away. Slept late again. My main achievement of today is showering and going outside for a cigarette. In other news, I printed off my withdrawal letter and put it in an envelope, and sorted out my refund on the cancelled t(i)nc gig. So I guess i've been relatively productive. I watched neighbours. The aftermath of the accidental lip-bump (for a more...
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jaqueline_:
do you have msn? email me and i'll add you. if not, send me contact mail anyway, and i'll get back to you viz that.
meelee:
Do they have Neighbours in Montreal or Canada? If so,then yes, theres a fair chance i will move with you. If not... Then well no. But i will be your friend as you are fun and sparkley!
So, Neighbours today huh? Did ya see it!? Did you did you? Boyd got decked! aha! No, i shouldn't be so happy really, thats mean. But he's a crease and should let Lana go be gay. Heh.
Come drinking in Banbury tomorrow. It's pound a pint you know!
I'm going to watch 'It's a Wonderful life' on dvd now. I'm cool like that.
xx
So, Neighbours today huh? Did ya see it!? Did you did you? Boyd got decked! aha! No, i shouldn't be so happy really, thats mean. But he's a crease and should let Lana go be gay. Heh.
Come drinking in Banbury tomorrow. It's pound a pint you know!
I'm going to watch 'It's a Wonderful life' on dvd now. I'm cool like that.
xx
In the dying stagest of the worlds longest headache. I realised that i'm unhappy wherever I am. Slept late. Walked around doing fuck all. Hid in the toilets of the Bullring and forced through a 10mm plug. Purposely missed a train home because I was about to light a cigarette and I have nothing to rush home for. Got the next train and she was...
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meelee:
I wanted to die with disapointment. All that hype, and then a violent face collision / head butt for 0.3 seconds which was the biggest anti climax since the excitement of the millenium wheel i experienced (what am i talking about, i'm just making things up! I havent even been on it!... see, the sheer disapointment is making me Lie aswell!). I don't pay my TV lisence for this... (well my parents don't pay their tv lisence for it technically). I'm outraged. I'm not sure what i was expecting, but maybe something a little more explicit!!!! I know it's Neighbours, and it's aired at 5.30, but please, theres more explicit content in 'My Parents are Aliens', which on the subject is brilliant. 
Well it's back to me reading 'skana' (hah, see what they did there?) fanfics and dreaming of a propper romance between the ramsay street queers i spose, and lusting after their gazing stares into each others eyes, and random hand holding for apparantly no reason. AND I'M TRYING TO BLANK THAT LAME EXCUSE FOR A KISS OUT OF MY MEMORY. I HAVENT BEEN SO UPSET SINCE I FOUND OUT STEPHANIE MCINTOSH WASNT ACTUALLY SKY MANGEL
Ok, i really need to get a life and move on. MOVE ON MEELEE.
Dammit. Oh good lord help me please.
xx
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Well it's back to me reading 'skana' (hah, see what they did there?) fanfics and dreaming of a propper romance between the ramsay street queers i spose, and lusting after their gazing stares into each others eyes, and random hand holding for apparantly no reason. AND I'M TRYING TO BLANK THAT LAME EXCUSE FOR A KISS OUT OF MY MEMORY. I HAVENT BEEN SO UPSET SINCE I FOUND OUT STEPHANIE MCINTOSH WASNT ACTUALLY SKY MANGEL
Ok, i really need to get a life and move on. MOVE ON MEELEE.
Dammit. Oh good lord help me please.
xx
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thelost:
i er, havn't actually started it yet. I have two days to do it in (including the 24 hour window) so that should be fun. Last night I went to sleep listening to the wacky Neural Noise Generator. It was pumping out out delta and theta waves over white noise, which are created by the brain during different parts of the sleep cycle. Very intense dreams. It has woken me up in a very good mood.
my favourite fruit has to be banana simply because it's the most versatile, if you don't eat dairy like me it's a great substitute for egg in cakes to make them raise. I'm not sure though because apples are great too, but I usually eat them until they give me a tummy ache. Pears are good but I'm not so keen on the skin but if you poach them they are yummy. umm definately banananas, or pears. or apples. perhaps clemantines. oranges are too annoying and painful but can be incredibly tasty.
aw i don't know, i just don't know.
my favourite fruit has to be banana simply because it's the most versatile, if you don't eat dairy like me it's a great substitute for egg in cakes to make them raise. I'm not sure though because apples are great too, but I usually eat them until they give me a tummy ache. Pears are good but I'm not so keen on the skin but if you poach them they are yummy. umm definately banananas, or pears. or apples. perhaps clemantines. oranges are too annoying and painful but can be incredibly tasty.
aw i don't know, i just don't know.
So. I've taken it back to the concrete streets of suburbia - and there are Christmas decorations up. I don't think I saw any houses in the centre of Bristol with decorations. It's like an alternate world. Just to clarify - it's not my house with decorations up, just a few in my road. My Mom (and I) hate when Christmas takes over November and...
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the_reverend:
i used to live very near solihull... god, its an awful place isnt it? and that hmv soooooo has the best music... not!
ahem.
yeah, going flat hunting tonight. woo hoo.
having fun yourself?
x
i used to live very near solihull... god, its an awful place isnt it? and that hmv soooooo has the best music... not!
ahem.
yeah, going flat hunting tonight. woo hoo.
having fun yourself?
x
the_reverend:
ps Tempest is one of the best record shops in the country! good luck! and if you get it - do i get discount? 
Last post from Bristol xXx
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kristoph:
but i will see you soon!
i am planning a special outift for friday. oh yes. you will be astounded!
i hope your first night back home was gravy.
i'm gonna miss you round these parts miss
xXx
but i will see you soon!
i am planning a special outift for friday. oh yes. you will be astounded!
i hope your first night back home was gravy.
i'm gonna miss you round these parts miss
xXx
tilly:
Will I be meeting you this Friday? I hope so! And I apologise in advance for the smallness of mine and Caz's flat! 
And just when I think i'm stabilising this happens. I hate my fucking lack of self control. I make my self feel sick in every sense of the word. My skin crawls with disgust.
I was going to write about my last night in Bristol but I don't want to anymore. I want to drink lots of water in the morning and just go home....
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I was going to write about my last night in Bristol but I don't want to anymore. I want to drink lots of water in the morning and just go home....
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kristoph:
hey hun. you know you can talk to me about any of this right? i promise i will never get tired of listening.
i'll try my best to slow things down...like when superman ran round the earth backwards to save lois? kind of like that.
xXx
i'll try my best to slow things down...like when superman ran round the earth backwards to save lois? kind of like that.
xXx
I heart Guano Apes this evening. Strange how people define theirselves and their mood by listing bands. Well i'm all packed up and ready to go go. I think I scratched my throat on a pill this morning. Either that, or I have mumps. I hope not. You look like a fat neck with mumps. I have to go into uni and officially withdraw. I...
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meelee:
It's getting tense. So very tense. I simply can't wait untill Monday. Those darn lingering looks and that bloody hand hold and stroke of the hair.
Well i may aswell just go kill myself.
Well i may aswell just go kill myself.
insomniphobiac:
Well, so long as you know your making the right decision, and that your happy with it. Wish I had that kinda courage at times
I wish i'd have written this last night when I was slightly tipsy from Red Stripe and Vodka and Cranberry juice. My internet connection was being a cunt (oh what a word - hehe).
So after a chat with a really nice doctor I have decided to leave Bristol and move back home. Deferring uni for a year - I just can't be doing with...
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So after a chat with a really nice doctor I have decided to leave Bristol and move back home. Deferring uni for a year - I just can't be doing with...
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the_reverend:
i think im going to commit murder. fancy helping me dispose of the bodies, and moving into a swanky flat in warwick, shlow grave stylee? just a thought.
grrrrrr!! (waves stick at world violently)
ahem. thank you.
grrrrrr!! (waves stick at world violently)
ahem. thank you.
kristoph:
..and what a splendid lunch it was! even though it took me a whole hour to eat my food (i blame you. you know that yes?)
and no! exploding lobes will never be enough! i will not rest til your face is a mass of redness and pus and metal! mwahahahaaaa...not really. it's quite fine as it is.
eeerm...
i keep being all like.." she's moving away and i only just made her aquaintance.." but then i'm all like.." but i'll see her on friday and you knows hellfest is on!!"
hurry up and get online. i'm rambling
xXx
and no! exploding lobes will never be enough! i will not rest til your face is a mass of redness and pus and metal! mwahahahaaaa...not really. it's quite fine as it is.
eeerm...
i keep being all like.."
she's moving away and i only just made her aquaintance.." but then i'm all like.." but i'll see her on friday and you knows hellfest is on!!"
hurry up and get online. i'm rambling
xXx
Went to see Kristoph's band tonight. They rule, almost as much as Team Brick - what a guy! Well. I had some techincally good news from the doctor today, but it's not really that great. It means that i'm more mixed-up than I thought. I shouldn't really be awake as I have to go there at 9:30am. I keep snapping at my flatmates and...
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kristoph:
no. it doesn't count. more piercings. more i tells ya!
tonight was ace. i'm gonna be sad to see you go...but happy that you'll be happy.
oh what a mixed up, muddled up world it is eh?
just get yo booty daarn saaarf as often as you can innit!
XxX
tonight was ace. i'm gonna be sad to see you go...but happy that you'll be happy.
oh what a mixed up, muddled up world it is eh?
just get yo booty daarn saaarf as often as you can innit!
XxX
the_reverend:
yo dudette
im glad you've had a good week gigging it up to the max... in fact all your adventures sound like fun. you're making me think of getting off my arse and getting some more much-needed ink.... mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmyes i think im gonna have to do that again soon...
keep it funky. someone has to - i'm boing by best, but i hab a cold!
sigh.
im glad you've had a good week gigging it up to the max... in fact all your adventures sound like fun. you're making me think of getting off my arse and getting some more much-needed ink.... mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmyes i think im gonna have to do that again soon...
keep it funky. someone has to - i'm boing by best, but i hab a cold!
sigh.
Well. I quit my job today. And now i'm deciding some serious stuff and I can't think straight. And i'm tired in every sense of the word.
On a positive note. I met up with Kristoph today and had a wonderful average day of fun. We got attacked by a vagrant with a puzzle, pierced our ears (although i'm not saying where because it's very...
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On a positive note. I met up with Kristoph today and had a wonderful average day of fun. We got attacked by a vagrant with a puzzle, pierced our ears (although i'm not saying where because it's very...
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insomniphobiac:
Well that depends upon where exactly "away" is situated.
thelost:
hey congrats, i know not having a job sucks but being a phone monkey sucks too, i know i've been one and it's not fun!
More piercings is always good. I want more but I just can't decide where I want mine done.
Did you solve the vagrants puzzle?
More piercings is always good. I want more but I just can't decide where I want mine done.
Did you solve the vagrants puzzle?