And just when I think i'm stabilising this happens. I hate my fucking lack of self control. I make my self feel sick in every sense of the word. My skin crawls with disgust.
I was going to write about my last night in Bristol but I don't want to anymore. I want to drink lots of water in the morning and just go home. I've had it and i'm too tired to do this anymore. I feel lost, confused, de-motivated and overwhelmingly lonely. Isolated in fact. Everything is just way out of my control.
Somebody please make everything slow down and become easier to make sense of? Before my head implodes.
Loathingly yours xXx
I was going to write about my last night in Bristol but I don't want to anymore. I want to drink lots of water in the morning and just go home. I've had it and i'm too tired to do this anymore. I feel lost, confused, de-motivated and overwhelmingly lonely. Isolated in fact. Everything is just way out of my control.
Somebody please make everything slow down and become easier to make sense of? Before my head implodes.
Loathingly yours xXx
i'll try my best to slow things down...like when superman ran round the earth backwards to save lois? kind of like that.
xXx