poppystrike

Mother fuck. It's Friday. And the party is a go-go in just a few hours. I'm still concerned about my ability to drink, but i'll have to see how it goes. Look out for me Kristoph.

I've decided that i'm giving up on the girl. She clearly will never change and she's slowly breaking me. I need to have some self-respect.

My ex-boy came round yesterday to fix my laptop (691 viruses). That was odd. His hair looks rediculous, but underneath the floppy mass of lank brown strands is the face that I loved more than anything. It always hurts to see him. We avoid talking about current relationships (me mainly cause of the lack thereof). It's better for both of us that way.

So I was going to go look for a job today, but I can't be bothered. I have to go and pick up some tights and some red lipstick (ruling the vamp look this eve). I think I may take my camera tonight. I feel some interesting scene's could be captured. And i'm now coming closer to having a social life in Birmingham too thanks to Jaqueline and JacksLostSanity. You guys are ace. So i'm confused (still), unhappy (as usual) and ready to drink my pain away.

Who's with me? xXx