Well, things are starting to look super fierce for me.
I'm not sure if that's a good thing or a bad one. Pretty much today I feel like
LIFE SUCKS ASS!!!!!!!!
. . .anyway.
I just haven't been productive these days. I can't even pay my bills and I don't even want to look at them.
I'm sick of looking for a job, for struggling, for feeling depressed, for feeling worthless.
And anyone who reads this will surely thing I"m a real lame-oh for never having anything good or positive to say in this damn journal.
Words my mother used to say to me roll around in my head like little demons.
Everything is just too much for me to take right now.
Crap. Just crap. I don't know what to do with myself and I've lost all motivation and hope.
I'm not sure if that's a good thing or a bad one. Pretty much today I feel like
LIFE SUCKS ASS!!!!!!!!
. . .anyway.
I just haven't been productive these days. I can't even pay my bills and I don't even want to look at them.
I'm sick of looking for a job, for struggling, for feeling depressed, for feeling worthless.
And anyone who reads this will surely thing I"m a real lame-oh for never having anything good or positive to say in this damn journal.
Words my mother used to say to me roll around in my head like little demons.
Everything is just too much for me to take right now.
Crap. Just crap. I don't know what to do with myself and I've lost all motivation and hope.
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linz:
i named one of my songs after City of Lost Children..it's called...City of Lost Children. I like it. 
bob_dobalina:
there's nothing wrong with exorcising a few demons by writing about them