poppy

i had to work on new years eve. i didnt drink. hippy jam bands are not my cup of tea. neither are people who tip me .50 and then ask me for more alcohol. uh, right.

my pants and shoes are trashed from the amount of booze that was leaking behind the bar. i took a bath when i got home instead of going back out. there must be beer in my soles because when i stepped in the bath, the water started to turn a weird shade. switched to shower.

i like to stop drinking in january every year. i know it didnt last long last january. maybe 2 or 3 days..i bet i can last longer this year.

i wish:
my boyfriend was on his way home from the casino
i could sleep
that my piercing wasnt bothering me
a blizzard would come and i could drink hot chocolate and play scrabble all day
my computer would stop freezing
my new book wasnt at work
i could shabu shabu everyday
my real name was penelope--but it would be pronouced pen a lope..like cantalope(i dont think thats the correct spelling

im going to try to sleep..
and maybe read some journals

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