polygirlaz

Every muscle in my body hurts today. I stayed out way too late and did not bring any of my meds with me. I recently had surgery and without those meds Im pretty much doubled over.Hung with friends and met some new ones. As much as I want to be social right now my body just can't take it. I need to heal and get myself healthy. Sir is very upset that I put myself at risk by not staying in. When we talked today during his lunch we discussed establishing some rules for me. Now if you are not in a 24/7 you may not know how important this is. Sometimes and only sometimes does it need to go this far. I think these rules however will not be just health but lifestyle as well which I have wanted for some time. Don't get me wrong I was happy to see my friends I just know it was a bad choice to leave so soon. Now if someone can come over, rub my head, and make the pain stop I would be most grateful.
Cheri