polygirlaz

I really need to update this more often . Latest update continuing my training with Sir . It is going very actually and he has said he is impressed by the progress I am making. Still have not purchaded a journal I will do so today. It should prove to not only benefit me sexaully but emotionally as well . Been reading quite a bit on BDSM in general and am amazed by how much I have to learn. Honestly if you not educate yourself how do you expect to grow as either a sub or Dom . I love him and I mean not lust but actual love where you melt everytime the person touches you . You share a chemistry that no one could posibbly understand and cry when they are not near. They are your match and you are theirs. I watch him now playing the 360 and wish to crawl over there but my head between his legs and ask " Would Sir like his cock sucked". It is my duty and pleasure to make sure he is happy whenever possible. He is so cute he keeps looking at me right now saying I love you and I just wanna laugh . Though I am sure that would make him punish me. Woke up this morning sucked his cocked , gave massage , ran bath for him and then washed him . It is by far the best morning I have had in a while.Birthday in two weeks not looking forward to it. Just reminds me of my dad and why I miss him so . What would he say right now if he was here, would he be happy for me for finding someone that cares so much or would he tell me I will go to hell for being a sinner. Sometimes I wonder if he is looking over me from heaven. Other times I am not so sure , then again you would have to believe in heaven. Hope you all are having a great day.
Love Cheri