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Here's a picture from that goddam ball.
i mean it's impossible to stay outdoors in a dress and shoes like that when the temperature is far below zero and it's snowing. that means i was fucking disappointed with what happened there. personally i couldn't really do my job well. i don't know what happened to me (probably i should blame that goddam outfit) but i did not feel like working at all. all i wanted was to finally leave that place.

it was really uncool when we had to travel a fucking long way to the entrance we were supposed to get inside the palace through. it was icy and cold as hell, i wasn't wearing anything under my dress, i couldn't feel my feet. i mean if i was wearing what i always do, it would be no problem at all! when we finally got inside, everybody was actually thinking we were guests, and that treatment gave me the devestating feeling i wasn't supposed to work there. but i was.

david bowie was not there.
neither could i find courtney that made me even more disappointed, because the only reason i agreed to go there was the proability of seeing them.

anyway, i got to have a short conversation with razorlight. the picture is coming soon )