EDITED: I DOUBLE POSTED THIS ACCIDENTALLY BC PART OF THE BLOG WAS CUT OFF!!!! SO COMMENT AGAIN WILL YA? XOXOX
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1. Who was the last person to put their arm around you?
As what....a friend? Verena....
2. Do you still talk to the person you kissed last?
Yeah, occasionally lol
3. Who was the last person you couldn't take...
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WTF HAPPENED TO MY POST?! It was cut short and i had pictures in it too, urrrr!!!!!!! Can you see it? There were +60 questions on this thing! Gah! I'll fix it later

Copied from myspace, cause I'm lame.
1. Who was the last person to put their arm around you?
As what....a friend? Verena....
2. Do you still talk to the person you...
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WTF HAPPENED TO MY POST?! It was cut short and i had pictures in it too, urrrr!!!!!!! Can you see it? There were +60 questions on this thing! Gah! I'll fix it later


Copied from myspace, cause I'm lame.
1. Who was the last person to put their arm around you?
As what....a friend? Verena....
2. Do you still talk to the person you...
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aesirr:
Oooh if I wasn't in a rush now I would have a go at that one. Will have a bash later.
bellica:
#31: Hell yeah!!!

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1. Who was the last person to put their arm around you?
As what....a friend? Verena....
2. Do you still talk to the person you kissed last?
Yeah, occasionally lol
3. Who was the last person you couldn't take your eyes off?
Uh....on the internet? Sofatron and Chinodog....IRL? No one....
4. Are you a morning person or a night...
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1. Who was the last person to put their arm around you?
As what....a friend? Verena....
2. Do you still talk to the person you kissed last?
Yeah, occasionally lol
3. Who was the last person you couldn't take your eyes off?
Uh....on the internet? Sofatron and Chinodog....IRL? No one....

4. Are you a morning person or a night...
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trauma:
was that a bday party?
So I translated 40 pages in 3 nights, and now the tendons on my right hand hurt like a mofo. I'm wearing a band with a metal plate to keep my wrist in place and taking anti-inflammatory pills. It hurts. And I have another one to finish next week....
At least I'll have some money to pay for the doctor's appointment if i end up...
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munke:
Sweet dino jebus!

Hi everyone.
Thank you so much for all the comments and the support. This always feels like the right place to vent and speak my mind as it is, and that is because of people and comments like those on my last entry. Sorry I haven't responded to them individually, but they're all very much appreciated.
I feel a little better....I guess I'm accepting it,...
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Thank you so much for all the comments and the support. This always feels like the right place to vent and speak my mind as it is, and that is because of people and comments like those on my last entry. Sorry I haven't responded to them individually, but they're all very much appreciated.
I feel a little better....I guess I'm accepting it,...
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sofatron:
your grab those boobs and the good times will come
martini79:
hi polly sorry i'm late. i read the last post sorry to hear about everything. I did try to get you a calavera but the lady wanted way too much and it was crappy quality. I'm still searching for a Calavera that screams POOOOOOLLLLLLLYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :wave: cheer up we're all here for you!
So I was diagnosed with depression today and told I need to start taking anti-depressants as soon as possible.
I was also told that I'm only starting to face reality now - that I used to hide from everything and block all my feelings with my weight - and that I feel alone.
And she is right.
Not the worst case, but I'm disappointed in...
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I was also told that I'm only starting to face reality now - that I used to hide from everything and block all my feelings with my weight - and that I feel alone.
And she is right.
Not the worst case, but I'm disappointed in...
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lielock:
I dunno I think you sort of knew you were right? I guess because it was never a huge shocker when they told me I was bipolar among other things I think I would be more shocked if they told me you are a-ok.
Meds are alot to deal with though. Do your research just like you would anything else. But always remember one thing that works with someone else might not work the same with you. Also....pay attention to yourself...if something doesn't feel right let someone know.
I don't know how I feel about facing reality.....I am in a fantasy world if I faced my own reality I wouldn't exist. I suppose with some issues you have to come to terms with but don't hover over a problem for to long..I dunno am not the right person to shell out mental health advice but I love you and I want you to be happy and I hope you get happy really soon...and learn to love yourself as much as everyone else loves you.
Meds are alot to deal with though. Do your research just like you would anything else. But always remember one thing that works with someone else might not work the same with you. Also....pay attention to yourself...if something doesn't feel right let someone know.
I don't know how I feel about facing reality.....I am in a fantasy world if I faced my own reality I wouldn't exist. I suppose with some issues you have to come to terms with but don't hover over a problem for to long..I dunno am not the right person to shell out mental health advice but I love you and I want you to be happy and I hope you get happy really soon...and learn to love yourself as much as everyone else loves you.

psychofilly:
maybe being diagnosed is a good thing for you right now... at least you don't have to walk around thinking your going crazy and feeling shitty not knowing what's wrong with you. this could be the begining of facing what's going on and dealing/nipping it in the butt!
you're a beautifull girls with tons of spunk. just look at all the comment from people on SG. we support you in all this hun!
you're a beautifull girls with tons of spunk. just look at all the comment from people on SG. we support you in all this hun!
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trauma:
Happy v-day
Happy v-day
trauma:
hola! happy valentine's

Time for friend's list clean up again. Please let me know if you want to stay.
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punknitemike:
of course i wanna stay.
user101822327:
Damn straight I wanna stay!! I only just gt on here!

I feel the need to update....but I don't want this to be another angry, depressed, desperate entry. So I don't know what to say, I don't wanna be a downer. Thank you for the concern on my last one. I was really pissed and disappointed with someone i deeply care about, but is so so selfish at times....no, she's not on SG, and maybe I'll...
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cinnamongurl:
So, dude, you learned nothing from me I see.
You cannot seek the approval of others. If you can't just KNOW that you're hot how can you expect anyone else to see it. Come on. You are better than that. Fuck what everyone else says...maybe they are intimidated by your hotness. Just be happy with yourself and you will find that someone you're looking for. Seriously...just have fun.
You cannot seek the approval of others. If you can't just KNOW that you're hot how can you expect anyone else to see it. Come on. You are better than that. Fuck what everyone else says...maybe they are intimidated by your hotness. Just be happy with yourself and you will find that someone you're looking for. Seriously...just have fun.

sandman3030:
Money so sucks. And you are a hottie. Boys down there are dumb.



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sofatron:
HEY DUDE! I hella m,iss you too! God, having the internet down sucked so hard! I was wondering what you were up to gorgeous
lielock:
Mia is autistic so I have her on a gluten/dairy free diet. Alot of the medical people don't feel there is any truth behind it. (it isn't a cure it just makes things a little less foggy for her) when I took dairy out within a week she said mama so I believe in it. I am trying to convert the whole house to gluten free (since I notice crumbs get to her no matter how careful I am) but yeah it is just easier to say to people she is allergic because in a way she is it just isn't the traditional allergy.
well he is a good guy at heart or I wouldn't have fell for him...but yeah he isn't good for us and it is very much a double ended sword no one is free of hurt when it comes to this.
Not worries hun haven't been really here as well (mentally)
well he is a good guy at heart or I wouldn't have fell for him...but yeah he isn't good for us and it is very much a double ended sword no one is free of hurt when it comes to this.
Not worries hun haven't been really here as well (mentally)
i'm in the house. a nice house. i like this place, so far.