SG keeps going under fucking maintenance....WTF!? This is like the 5th time I'm trying to post this shit....
Ok, i'm back. I finally have interwebs at home. Since last night, but SG was being dumb so I couldn't post.
Yesterday I got called melodramatic. Yeah. Maybe. Whatever. I'm not happy to be here and I'm not rushing to be. I got plenty of time down here to try and get over this.
While I had no internet, I've been bored and took a bunch of pictures. I look happy in them....it's weird. I'll post some...if SG stops being gay!
I started my upper back piece last wednesday. It's really just the start - 3 sugar skulls. They remind me of California for some reason, so I like that. They also remind me of Mexicore. He just got one on his neck. We're adding more stuff, I want it to be a full piece, you know? Not just some drawings scattered around.
i'm still in deep shit when it comes to money - I wasn't supposed to be that deep, but the clients I worked for haven't paid a cent yet, and the school doesn't have the money to pay me either. I was going to have a surprise party for my grandma on friday - she gets here from NY on thursday, and she's turning 75 - but that won't be possible, Unless I find someone to lend me some money til the week after that.
Jenn, you need to answer your phone, babygurl. I miss your voice.
My closest friends are helping me get through, sorta. They remind me I'm here, but they help me forget I hate it.
I asked a friend of mine to take me out somewhere tonight....I wanna get shit-faceted and meet new people, and make out. Haha, right. I'll prolly just get shit-faceted....
Once again thank you for all the comments and e-mails. It makes me feel a little closer, keep'em coming.....=)
Here:
Ok, i'm back. I finally have interwebs at home. Since last night, but SG was being dumb so I couldn't post.
Yesterday I got called melodramatic. Yeah. Maybe. Whatever. I'm not happy to be here and I'm not rushing to be. I got plenty of time down here to try and get over this.
While I had no internet, I've been bored and took a bunch of pictures. I look happy in them....it's weird. I'll post some...if SG stops being gay!
I started my upper back piece last wednesday. It's really just the start - 3 sugar skulls. They remind me of California for some reason, so I like that. They also remind me of Mexicore. He just got one on his neck. We're adding more stuff, I want it to be a full piece, you know? Not just some drawings scattered around.
i'm still in deep shit when it comes to money - I wasn't supposed to be that deep, but the clients I worked for haven't paid a cent yet, and the school doesn't have the money to pay me either. I was going to have a surprise party for my grandma on friday - she gets here from NY on thursday, and she's turning 75 - but that won't be possible, Unless I find someone to lend me some money til the week after that.
Jenn, you need to answer your phone, babygurl. I miss your voice.
My closest friends are helping me get through, sorta. They remind me I'm here, but they help me forget I hate it.
I asked a friend of mine to take me out somewhere tonight....I wanna get shit-faceted and meet new people, and make out. Haha, right. I'll prolly just get shit-faceted....
Once again thank you for all the comments and e-mails. It makes me feel a little closer, keep'em coming.....=)
Here:
Love always,
♥
Polly
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i am mad with the mother of my daughter. i wanted to know where the problem lies between us and what my daughter has to do with it.