pollythundercat

Hey, yall....

So almost what, a week with no updates? Sorry about that....
I had a....productive week? Yeah, I guess....my head is spinning, there's so much I could vent about now, but I'm not gonna....
All I'm gonna say is that I fucking miss some people from here (sg). And it's more than one person. And they've been around, but I guess not much for me....again - more than one person.

I also wanna say this is probably the hardest thing I'd ever had to say here....

But....

I might be missing the Vegas trip in April.


Fuck.


Don't ask me why, only a few people know, and I don't wanna talk about it here just now. I will, eventually. I made a choice, that's pretty much it. And I'm gonna have to postpone my trip for another month, which means first week of May, hopefully.
I haven't bought my tickets yet....which turned out to be good since i dont know when im leaving.


U guys have no idea how sad this part of the whole deal makes me. I planned my whole move around this event, man.......





Did I mention my head's spinning??



Martini79 left for Mexico today for 2 weeks...that makes me sad, but also happy because I know he's gonna have a great time....yeah....

I sound so bummed. I am bummed right now. Sorry for that....
I haven't got any of the packages sent to me by Mongoofy,Altamedic (oh btw sweetie, good luck finding ur brother)...and Elvis. I don't know if anyone else has sent me anything, but if u did, I havent got it. That bums me. I don't know if everyone got my cards too, that also bums me big time.
I'm writing my second batch of cards this week and mailing them out....look forward to them in a month ....not having a camera also bums me. Fuck. I feel like such a whiner.

Maybe I should sleep. Or eat something.
Sorry for the bummer, guys....and thanks if u read it till here....send me some happy thoughts....

♥,
Polly