Hello, hunnies...
By the time I finish this entry, Christmas shall be over in my "island". I had a good xmas...amazing food, laughs...though I have to confess I felt soooooo uncomfortable by my best friend's girl being there - this was the first time I saw her since their humongous argument of which i was the subject (I wrote about it here...I don't know if you'll remember it - it was about 3, 4 months ago).
I felt out of place, withdrawn and very uncomfortable. I didn't even go near him after she got there. It saddens me more than it should - I wish I could just not give a fuck.
So, turns out he didn't pick me on secret santa. I knew that lol...I was picked by his grandma...she gave me a bottle of liquid soap that smells amazing - ginger and lemon - and a nice top. I was happy....secret santas can be bad lol...
I came home this late afternoon...so tired. I took a nap, and was awaken by my boss on the phone with good news:
We are really going to the beach......TOMORROW....
It should be fun...my boss is also an amazing friend, who has amazing friends himself, and I'm happy I get to spend new year's with them...a very appropriate timeout actually - I think it came in handy. I need a break from things here. And I'm hoping he takes his camera, since mine is broken, and I miss it so badddd!! *cries*
The 'bad' news?
By the time I finish this entry, Christmas shall be over in my "island". I had a good xmas...amazing food, laughs...though I have to confess I felt soooooo uncomfortable by my best friend's girl being there - this was the first time I saw her since their humongous argument of which i was the subject (I wrote about it here...I don't know if you'll remember it - it was about 3, 4 months ago).
I felt out of place, withdrawn and very uncomfortable. I didn't even go near him after she got there. It saddens me more than it should - I wish I could just not give a fuck.
So, turns out he didn't pick me on secret santa. I knew that lol...I was picked by his grandma...she gave me a bottle of liquid soap that smells amazing - ginger and lemon - and a nice top. I was happy....secret santas can be bad lol...
I came home this late afternoon...so tired. I took a nap, and was awaken by my boss on the phone with good news:
We are really going to the beach......TOMORROW....

The 'bad' news?
I hope this does me good. =)
I'm gonna miss u. And some of u even more.
And yeah, thank you for all the stuff I've received so far. I mailed part of the batch on Friday, and I'll mail the rest when I'm back ok?
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harlot:
Just wanted to say....LOVE YOU.
gayballs:
i miss you. that is all.