Blah, stupid pencil. Why won't you do what I want you to do? Just draw dammit. And I don't mean just a collection of randomness, make a fuckin' image already. I've been sat here for longer than I care to think, just waiting and thinking and trying so damn hard to make this work. And all I can do is waste paper and sharpen my pencil to a point where I can probably use it as a lethal weapon.
The reason I sit here and mix paper and graphite is a course I wish to attend in a few months time that requires a portfolio of sorts to show that I can do what I say I can.
Its stupid that at most other given moments I can make a good doodle, but put alittle pressure on me and I buckle like a belt. Fuck, I hope that doesn't mean I can't do this.
Ah balls to it for now, I need caffiene and to rub one out.
The reason I sit here and mix paper and graphite is a course I wish to attend in a few months time that requires a portfolio of sorts to show that I can do what I say I can.
Its stupid that at most other given moments I can make a good doodle, but put alittle pressure on me and I buckle like a belt. Fuck, I hope that doesn't mean I can't do this.
Ah balls to it for now, I need caffiene and to rub one out.
Love
Zuraih xoxo