My hometown is flooding! ..again.. one of these days 2 of my favorite home cities, Memphis and New Orleans, are gonna be permanently under water. Well anyways, I spent 5 days down there just got back yesterday. Trying to catch up on all my school shit .. master of procraster..
I did a news interview while I was down there.. actually it was an update story, I did something dumb a few years back it went viral on the internet, and so yeah. Anyways its gonna air tonight and I feel like a tool cause I almost started crying, cause I started talking about my son Keegan that passed away. And of course, being a douchebag journalist, the guy interviewing me was all its okay to cry, tell me more about your son blah blah.. I totally meant to go on there and act like a jackass but they are savvy and I'm sensitive.. I got an email from him yesterday asking for pics of my son to go along with the new story. Not sure I'm too keen on that but I sent one of him and his twin Conner (whom is now almost 3 years old!!)
One of my friends said something that kind of bothered me, we were talking about some things that went down while I was pregnant with the twins, and he said "I almost forgot about that" meaning that he'd forgotten about Keegan. I guess thats to be expected, I mean a hundred years from now whose gonna really remember anyone thats currently on this planet.. ya know. I'm keenly aware of my own mortality, you can't watch your child die or hell anyone close to you really, and not be smacked in the face with how fleeting all of this is. Anyways.. blah blah right? lol. I'm sitting here at Columbus State waiting on Jason to get out of class.
kinda wish it'd stop raining in Columbus.. but so many people here are so bad ass we make it rain we make it rain we make it rain.. lol
I did a news interview while I was down there.. actually it was an update story, I did something dumb a few years back it went viral on the internet, and so yeah. Anyways its gonna air tonight and I feel like a tool cause I almost started crying, cause I started talking about my son Keegan that passed away. And of course, being a douchebag journalist, the guy interviewing me was all its okay to cry, tell me more about your son blah blah.. I totally meant to go on there and act like a jackass but they are savvy and I'm sensitive.. I got an email from him yesterday asking for pics of my son to go along with the new story. Not sure I'm too keen on that but I sent one of him and his twin Conner (whom is now almost 3 years old!!)
One of my friends said something that kind of bothered me, we were talking about some things that went down while I was pregnant with the twins, and he said "I almost forgot about that" meaning that he'd forgotten about Keegan. I guess thats to be expected, I mean a hundred years from now whose gonna really remember anyone thats currently on this planet.. ya know. I'm keenly aware of my own mortality, you can't watch your child die or hell anyone close to you really, and not be smacked in the face with how fleeting all of this is. Anyways.. blah blah right? lol. I'm sitting here at Columbus State waiting on Jason to get out of class.
kinda wish it'd stop raining in Columbus.. but so many people here are so bad ass we make it rain we make it rain we make it rain.. lol
I can understand what you're saying, as a parent that is something you can never forget no matter how many years have passed.