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poeticblack

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OH, sooooo HAPPY NEW YEAR, MERRY CHRISTMAS, HAPPY HOLIDAYS, and I'm late as hell....

Jan 5, 2014
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Mystery

Okay, so this blog is coming sooo fucking late, but I have a damn good excuse, lol. I am a baker and the Holiday season is my busiest time of year, lol @chefdaddy Back me up Chef, lmao, jk. I hae been busy as hell with all the baking going on this season and packing. Al of the boys were in town this year for Christmas, my mother hasn't had that in over 8 years. With me being in the Army and always deployed on on the road, I never made it home. So she was happy about that, even though my daughter left half way through the day to go visit her mother and her side of the family. It was nice and weird all at the same time, its also the first holiday season since her and dad separated, I could tell that it had her bugging really bad, but we tried to keep her happy and my brother and her went and got some daiquiris, so I think the evening got better as it went on. She had to work on New Years eve, so she slept and my brothers went out that night. I went to a friends house and played 360 until about 4am with them, we smoked stupid that night, and I had some Apple Cider. HIGH SOBRIETY!!!??? (Did that make any sense, lol?) I got everything packed up, and left on the 2nd. Momma took my youngest brother back to Tech School, and the middle boy ended his vacation. So it was totally nice to have all the family around for the holidays, even when the elephant had its fat ass in the room, lol.

Science

So, I am officially in Baton Rouge, uh, that's really all there is to say, lmao. I start school Monday, found me an Apartment. Will be moving in on the 15th hopefully, things are actually going kinda nice. I had a date the last too nights with a young lady I met earlier while visiting. She is very pretty, she has the most beautiful eyes I have ever seen. Chocolate woman, 4' 11, yes I love her height, IDC if it makes me weird, I'm only 5'7, lmao. It has been sooo long since I actually went out on a date! Yes went out and did something with a female, YEAH!!! I know I'm being silly, but I had been almost ready to give up on dating, I didn't think I could have fun on a date, I was soo use to them being either soo serious as if I feel I'm being interviewed by the FBI or they go straight to the bed. That shit will not make me respect you, sorry women. Don't get me wrong, I am a sex addict, but I thought there was more to male-female interactions, lol. She proved there IS!!!! We went and played Laser Tag with 2 of her friends last night, had fun, slaughtered all three of them in Laser Tag, they went 3 on 1 to even the odds, still lost! Came back to my place and then they left, I actually had fun and enjoyed myself. I'm nervous cause I fall too fast which usually pushes the woman away, she seems to be interested in me, but I am nervous cause I don't wanna move too fast nor do I wanna be soo cold until I make her feel like I'm not interested. The stress of being 'cool' lmao!!!


Theater

So, I start school tomorrow, I am soo fucking nervous, don't wanna fail, don't wanna go in acting like I know everything, and I don't wanna go in a realize that I really don't know shit, ir I've been doing everything wrong this whole time (mother would've never let me do that, lol). I just don't wanna fail, I have made it this far after everything that happened to me in 2013, yet I am not worried about 2013, I am ready for 2014! I think I will do fine, just nervous as hell, wish me luck.

So, I decided to go ahead and post 2 quick pictures, gotta drink my V8, oh shit I almost forgot, I gauged my Septum again

I am down to a 12 gauge retainer now, my goal is to be at a 8 gauge so I put another 14 or 16 through it, if that makes any sense to anyone, lmao. I also wanna look into getting some bone jewelry to go through it, I've seen a lot of people wearing it, but septum jewelry is mainly only found online, my state is too small to have everything that I want jewelry wise for my septum, online shopping, here I come...

This is life

You live

hurt

think

love

Try

Enjoy

bleed

Triumph

Fail

Get the fuck up and move on

work

PRaY

Eat

Sleep

Fuck

sin

cRy

your fucking tears and smile

You think that you have seen pain

I say that I have been hurt

Drive

Away form everything that gets in your way

Beat

Kick

The shit out of anyone that tells you what you

CAN'T

or

SHOULDN'T

Let them remember the day they told you to

giVe Up

Let their

Words

Burn their tongue as you

SUCCEED!


Until next time, class is gonna keep me busy as hell... Will try and catch up with everyone as time goes by...

chefdaddy:
Ha. Truth. Holiday rush is finally slowing for me. Good luck in school and with the new lady. 
Jan 5, 2014

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