plumfairy

so I was kinda butthurt yesterday. (that's Ramby's neologism for me when I get sad about no one paying attention to me) No one had commented on my journal entry all day. so sad. But this morning I came in to find cheech and vivid commented. yay! Vivid is spectackaler. I bet she would be a nice friend. I'd fix her outlets. Really, her electrical outlets need fixed, read her journal. Anyway. I realized I don't listen to much music awhile back. Right now I only listen to music in my car. And thats only to 89.3 - some jazz station. Covers alot in that genre though. To 90.3, I think, the classical station, and to 91.5, the NPR. It's fun listening to "what do you know" and this american life on the weekends going to or coming back from the dog park. or driving whereever I guess. When I was little I use to hate seeing people walk like a duck, I mean with there toes pionted out. My dad did that and I didn't want to end up doing that. Every time I caught myself with my toes pointed out standing I would spend a few seconds pushing my toes inward. You know to reverse the effect. I'm sure there are alot of things like that I did. I spit too much. When I'm outside and active I tend to spit alot. I should try to stop that. I need to stop cursing so much too. It's more effective for whatever reason I do it when I do it much less. This thing is my journal and so I feel I need to tell some stuff I remember from the past too, to kinda catch up you know. That way when I forget it in some years I will maybe not have the chronological entry for it, but at least they'll be in here. I use to chew tobacco, for like most of a year or more, then I stopped that and smoked for like two years or so. Mos tI smoked was like half a pack a day on average. I mean, I smoked more than that once in a while, especially when I pulled all nighters to study for a big exam. I stopped cold turkey one day a few days after I visited my mom and was helping her move stuff around the yard which I had done before and had no problem with. That time I was so out of breath and had no endurance. I said to myself. "self, after this pack you need to quit smoking. and a day or two later that was it. paragraphs aren't fun.