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YetiCommander (2:11:59 PM): i close my eyes and fall back.
YetiCommander (2:12:04 PM): i feel you.
YetiCommander (2:12:14 PM): your soft caress is holding me.
YetiCommander (2:12:29 PM): your warmth is keeping me here.
YetiCommander (2:12:51 PM): if only i had the strength to push away.
YetiCommander (2:13:14 PM): even with my eyes closed i can see you watching me.
YetiCommander (2:13:18 PM): waiting for me.
YetiCommander (2:14:04 PM): as i embrace the darkness around me, your touch is a light.
YetiCommander (2:14:25 PM): i still remember those words.
YetiCommander (2:14:42 PM): "i've been up since 3am, there is something i have to do."
YetiCommander (2:15:19 PM): if you only knew.
YetiCommander (2:15:38 PM): i do not fear a lot of things.
YetiCommander (2:15:50 PM): there is very little that i am truley afraid of.
YetiCommander (2:15:58 PM): you are one of them.
YetiCommander (2:16:07 PM): if you only knew.
YetiCommander (2:16:19 PM): i had so wanted to die.
YetiCommander (2:16:27 PM): and i was so close to letting go.
YetiCommander (2:16:45 PM): on the edge of something.
YetiCommander (2:16:56 PM): i can't describe to the brink i was at.
YetiCommander (2:17:03 PM): and were i am at now.
YetiCommander (2:17:14 PM): but you won't let me go.
YetiCommander (2:17:22 PM): you keep me from falling.
YetiCommander (2:17:41 PM): i feel comfortable in the darkness.
YetiCommander (2:17:46 PM): it's cold and i'm used to it.
YetiCommander (2:17:53 PM): but you are warm.
YetiCommander (2:17:58 PM): inviting.
YetiCommander (2:18:20 PM): beckoning me not to leave.
YetiCommander (2:18:32 PM): not letting me go.
YetiCommander (2:18:41 PM): wanting.
YetiCommander (2:18:50 PM): requiring me to stay with you.
YetiCommander (2:19:14 PM): your touch
YetiCommander (2:19:27 PM): hearing your words.
YetiCommander (2:19:45 PM): i had so wanted to die.
YetiCommander (2:19:52 PM): and i think i would have.
YetiCommander (2:20:18 PM): i remember.
YetiCommander (2:20:48 PM): i remember the sweet smell of depression as i fell backwards into something soft and cold and dark.
YetiCommander (2:21:06 PM): i am so comfortable there.
YetiCommander (2:21:24 PM): it was the only thing that made me feel safe.
YetiCommander (2:21:43 PM): then someone said something to me.
YetiCommander (2:22:01 PM): "i've been up since 3am, there is something i have to do."
YetiCommander (2:22:38 PM): and at the very moment i felt it.
YetiCommander (2:23:14 PM): i felt the cold arms of death, that had some securely wrapped it's self around me have flesh.
YetiCommander (2:23:26 PM): warmth and a heart beat.
YetiCommander (2:24:02 PM): muscles and blood.
YetiCommander (2:24:09 PM): blood and bone.
YetiCommander (2:24:16 PM): holding me.
YetiCommander (2:24:34 PM): not letting me fall.
YetiCommander (2:24:55 PM): not letting me die.
YetiCommander (2:25:05 PM): and so it is.
YetiCommander (2:25:18 PM): just like i never thought i would have.
YetiCommander (2:25:37 PM): someone willing to fend off the darkness.
YetiCommander (2:25:47 PM): to be my Beauty.
YetiCommander (2:25:53 PM): there for my claiming.
YetiCommander (2:26:25 PM): one of these days i will tell you..
YetiCommander (2:26:38 PM): one of these days, i will let you know.
YetiCommander (2:27:10 PM): the darkness is always calling for me.
YetiCommander (2:27:20 PM): i can always feel it behind my eyes.
YetiCommander (2:27:37 PM): the song of an ex-lover, who has lost their glory.
YetiCommander (2:28:01 PM): please don't let me go.
YetiCommander (2:28:21 PM): i wish i could explain.
YetiCommander (2:28:26 PM): i wish i knew what to say.
YetiCommander (2:28:56 PM): i wish i could let you know how bright it has been
YetiCommander (2:29:33 PM): i so wanted to die.
YetiCommander (2:29:51 PM): rest
YetiCommander (2:29:57 PM): relax
YetiCommander (2:30:05 PM): please let me hold you.
YetiCommander (2:30:11 PM): shhhh
YetiCommander (2:30:28 PM): let me be the one that fights off your darkness.
YetiCommander (2:30:58 PM): you are so much ahead of me.
YetiCommander (2:31:06 PM): i have so much catching up to do.
YetiCommander (2:31:44 PM): yesterday
YetiCommander (2:32:14 PM): was a warming morning.
YetiCommander (2:32:24 PM): to open my eyes.
YetiCommander (2:32:31 PM): feel you on top of me.
YetiCommander (2:32:40 PM): making me happy.
YetiCommander (2:32:54 PM): being my Kittie
YetiCommander (2:33:10 PM): i am sorry.
YetiCommander (2:33:12 PM): i try.
YetiCommander (2:33:15 PM): i really do.
YetiCommander (2:33:20 PM): i want so much to let go.
YetiCommander (2:33:31 PM): i so wanted to die.
YetiCommander (2:33:39 PM): but i can't.
YetiCommander (2:33:54 PM): somehow i know.
YetiCommander (2:34:01 PM): you will never let me.
YetiCommander (2:34:13 PM): it will be a cold day when you let go.
YetiCommander (2:34:28 PM): and that is somethign that scares me.
YetiCommander (2:34:46 PM): i don't what i will choose.
YetiCommander (2:35:07 PM): your warmth or my cold.
YetiCommander (2:35:47 PM): i so wanted to die.
YetiCommander (2:35:53 PM): but now i can't.
YetiCommander (2:35:57 PM): i can't leave you.
YetiCommander (2:36:07 PM): i won't let your warmth go unfelt.
YetiCommander (2:36:18 PM): how inviting you are.
YetiCommander (2:36:35 PM): the sincerity of your voice and the words you have said to me.
YetiCommander (2:36:55 PM): you have done something no other person has ever done.
YetiCommander (2:37:06 PM): thank you.



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