every death is like an atom bomb dropped on my ability to reason.
each time is harder than the last and some are harder than others.
at his memorial, like 4 times tonite, i thought i saw josh out of the corner of my eye or over my shoulder or wherever. what a mindfuck that is.
i know i should go to sleep but i've...
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each time is harder than the last and some are harder than others.
at his memorial, like 4 times tonite, i thought i saw josh out of the corner of my eye or over my shoulder or wherever. what a mindfuck that is.
i know i should go to sleep but i've...
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i'm deep in the house of dog.
bf and i got into a fight last night cus i was out and drunk until 5am.
bf and i got into a fight last night cus i was out and drunk until 5am.
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laceyk:
I say just smother him in kisses and give him some extra attention!
pixieprincessa:
id love to but i haven seen him and he's barely speaking to me. he thinks i cheated on him or something cus i stopped at a bar (out of one cab) to use the bathroom and left my phone in my coat on a chair and he called twice. then he called a 3rd time and we talked (argued) from the bar to the cab to my stoop.
BLEH!
i feel like crap. and i'm breaking out the big coat today, which doubly sucks!
i feel like crap. and i'm breaking out the big coat today, which doubly sucks!
i feel bogged down but really dont have that much to do today. it's very odd.
climbit:
That's cuz you have someone there to share them with. 
You do look happy. Good for you, you deserve it. 
You do look happy. Good for you, you deserve it. ugh.
what. a fucking. day.
ugh.
what. a fucking. day.
ugh.
tos:
I wish I can believe that...but I don't
i am elated.
speechless.
i cried. big, beautiful, tears of joy.
NO WORDS but so many!
speechless.
i cried. big, beautiful, tears of joy.
NO WORDS but so many!
jeeze, thought i was over it but when i woke up for the 2nd (or was it 3rd?) time today, it didnt feel that way. my throat's scratchy and my muscles stiff. this suuuuuuuuuucks!
second thought: slept on the side next to the window which was open a little (stayed in jersey with my honeypie last night) and the chilly air could make me feel...
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second thought: slept on the side next to the window which was open a little (stayed in jersey with my honeypie last night) and the chilly air could make me feel...
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i'm sick. since my birthday, i've had a fever. at least it can only get better, right? 
whats left of my immune system 
whats left of my immune system
laceyk:
Maybe you are just getting the hard part of your next year out of the way so the rest can be really good!
Maybe you are just getting the hard part of your next year out of the way so the rest can be really good!
luthie:
Feel better chicklet 
Please take care and maybe we can meet up for coffee or something next week.
xoxoxo