pixieprincessa

i need help. going to a wedding at the end of the month- she's mexican, he's israeli (jewish).
havent been to a wedding in centuries, it seems, and never one in the winter.
oh what, oh what, to wear??

sigh.
now that we've gotten that out of the way,


i'm cutting my hair again, i think.
something like lily allen on the cover of nylon mag. cant find a pic of it online, but i really want it off my shoulders. okay, time for coffee and getting ready for work. need to leave in about 45 mins- boooooooo!


someone find me a new job!!

last week, when i was talking about my week (this week), one of the girls i work with was like "is that all you do? bitch about how much you work?" and i said "no, i also work my ass off".
today is proof of that. 14 hrs. and the same girl who said that to me was working tonight and while i was trying...
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approximately 3.5 hours of sleep. approximately 14 hour day ahead of me.
the pixie is not pleased.

i'm seriously considering leaving bo's (cus i'm beginning to hate it) and finding work doing event planning stuff.
help me out.

never thought i'd be insulted by someone giving me cash, but after 4 years, i definitely was by my xmas bonus tonite. i'll tell more later. just real angry about it right now.

...cutting it today!! so excited. pics tonight. have to try my best not to tell the bf. he knows i wanna do it asap but not that it's happening today.

im cutting my hair for the new year. shoulder length if not less than that.
just thought you should know.

why i'm crying today

for those who dont know, Caitlin has been a good friend of mine for almost 15 years. we havent been in contact for the past year or so and i've been worried about her. i still am now, but not nearly as much as before.
i'm horribly shaken by this but i'm glad the outcome wasnt worse. i'm kinda a believer...
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every death is like an atom bomb dropped on my ability to reason.
each time is harder than the last and some are harder than others.
at his memorial, like 4 times tonite, i thought i saw josh out of the corner of my eye or over my shoulder or wherever. what a mindfuck that is.
i know i should go to sleep but i've...
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i'm deep in the house of dog.
bf and i got into a fight last night cus i was out and drunk until 5am.