I was thinking about "T" and how intense my feelings are about her absence.How much it angers me 
How much I love her. How I hate her boyfriend. I hate him with every fiber of my being.Then i started wondering, is the separation killing her inside as much as it is me? Does she give a fuck about how i'm doing? Do i haunt her sleep? Is she waiting to explain why haven't seen her since early February of this year.With no explantion as to why? I'm starting to think not. maybe i became nobody after one of their fuck sessions. maybe it didn't matter that i'm willing to spend $125 dollars on somebody i'm not romantically involved with. If your in my tax bracket $125 dollars is alot of fucking money to spend on anybody. I never in my life would spend more than $15.00 on one of my buddies for their birthday and they can kiss my ass at christmas time.But "T", she's priceless and so was he look on her face when I gave her gift(s).An oakland raiders blanket,bottle of her favorite perfume,
(Tommy T Girl,not the cheap ass immitation brand either),a bath and body kit,pack of camel filters,and a big ass hershey's kiss. The only thing i wanted in return was for her to acknowledge that i truly,madly loved her. unfortunately, i guess i'm still one of the many hearts left in her wake.This girl "T" is the living embodiment of the word "heartbreaker". But like a good horror villan such as Freddy,Jason,and Chucky,she'll be back! THEY ALWAYS COME BACK!!! orI'm Fucked
How much I love her. How I hate her boyfriend. I hate him with every fiber of my being.Then i started wondering, is the separation killing her inside as much as it is me? Does she give a fuck about how i'm doing? Do i haunt her sleep? Is she waiting to explain why haven't seen her since early February of this year.With no explantion as to why? I'm starting to think not. maybe i became nobody after one of their fuck sessions. maybe it didn't matter that i'm willing to spend $125 dollars on somebody i'm not romantically involved with. If your in my tax bracket $125 dollars is alot of fucking money to spend on anybody. I never in my life would spend more than $15.00 on one of my buddies for their birthday and they can kiss my ass at christmas time.But "T", she's priceless and so was he look on her face when I gave her gift(s).An oakland raiders blanket,bottle of her favorite perfume,
(Tommy T Girl,not the cheap ass immitation brand either),a bath and body kit,pack of camel filters,and a big ass hershey's kiss. The only thing i wanted in return was for her to acknowledge that i truly,madly loved her. unfortunately, i guess i'm still one of the many hearts left in her wake.This girl "T" is the living embodiment of the word "heartbreaker". But like a good horror villan such as Freddy,Jason,and Chucky,she'll be back! THEY ALWAYS COME BACK!!! orI'm Fucked