day before new years eve
all went out to johns pub, it was pretty ok, everyone got pretty drunk
even danced with Eric to percolator! eric doesn't dance so that was cool
THEN walked up, A was writing something and talking to the ErinChick (she has cool hair but was really unfriendly to me, kinda odd)
I walk up, hey whatcha doin, she says writing to me, which she was
ErinChick immediately stops talking, huffs, walks away
so that pissed me off
so then I go into MadDrunk mode
i don't know why I am paranoid of her talking to cute chicks
but i am, i just feel like i guess i don't believe that she won't be trying to get with them or something
i know it won't be the same as what we have, but i can't get it out of my head
she did make another comment tho
A walked up to me, we were talking, ErinChick says, you don't wanna talk to her she's a slut
NOW THAT PISSED ME OFF
A says she is pissed cuz she can't have what she wanted
i just don't know, oh well
freaky thing: A said it makes her happy to see me react that way
note to self: GET IT TOGETHER
NEW YEARS EVE
party was fun, played twister, have it on tape
all went well with Jess and everyone, she got upset once, i even consoled her...spent some time watching tv with her too
played our rehab game
matt made some food for everyone
heide got eric in trouble with amy, told the patty story from the night before
end of night, we have been respectful, not sneaky all night, not hard to do, i was in a good mood, wasn't trying to ruffle any feathers
A says, wanna go for a walk
we go outside, heide says she'll be upset if we leave
we get in the car, DRIVE A HALF BLOCK DOWN
and have some fun
i swear we were gone prob 1/2 hr to 45 min
we get back, matt has left, heide took him home
i call heide
she proceeds to yell, you need to call your husband he's pretty upset
OK
call him, he starts yelling, blah blah
I tell him HE NEEDS TO STOP YELLING
meanwhile mike is projectile pucking outside, they're all cleaning it up
matt says, you need to get here to control my anger, i just punched & broke the bathroom mirror
WELL THAT WAS PRETTY STUPID and
THAT'S YOUR OWN FAULT
what do you want me to do?
whatever you want
OK FINE
click
we storm out, I yell a bunch in the car NOBODY TELLS ME WHAT TO DO
EVER
that won't work for me
we get back to the house nervous, I feel bad for A being in this position right now
me and matt talk it out, it was odd and strange seeing him that way, but not sure where to go from here, so we just talked it out
all went out to johns pub, it was pretty ok, everyone got pretty drunk
even danced with Eric to percolator! eric doesn't dance so that was cool
THEN walked up, A was writing something and talking to the ErinChick (she has cool hair but was really unfriendly to me, kinda odd)
I walk up, hey whatcha doin, she says writing to me, which she was
ErinChick immediately stops talking, huffs, walks away
so that pissed me off
so then I go into MadDrunk mode
i don't know why I am paranoid of her talking to cute chicks
but i am, i just feel like i guess i don't believe that she won't be trying to get with them or something
i know it won't be the same as what we have, but i can't get it out of my head
she did make another comment tho
A walked up to me, we were talking, ErinChick says, you don't wanna talk to her she's a slut
NOW THAT PISSED ME OFF
A says she is pissed cuz she can't have what she wanted
i just don't know, oh well
freaky thing: A said it makes her happy to see me react that way
note to self: GET IT TOGETHER
NEW YEARS EVE
party was fun, played twister, have it on tape
all went well with Jess and everyone, she got upset once, i even consoled her...spent some time watching tv with her too
played our rehab game
matt made some food for everyone
heide got eric in trouble with amy, told the patty story from the night before
end of night, we have been respectful, not sneaky all night, not hard to do, i was in a good mood, wasn't trying to ruffle any feathers
A says, wanna go for a walk
we go outside, heide says she'll be upset if we leave
we get in the car, DRIVE A HALF BLOCK DOWN
and have some fun
i swear we were gone prob 1/2 hr to 45 min
we get back, matt has left, heide took him home
i call heide
she proceeds to yell, you need to call your husband he's pretty upset
OK
call him, he starts yelling, blah blah
I tell him HE NEEDS TO STOP YELLING
meanwhile mike is projectile pucking outside, they're all cleaning it up
matt says, you need to get here to control my anger, i just punched & broke the bathroom mirror
WELL THAT WAS PRETTY STUPID and
THAT'S YOUR OWN FAULT
what do you want me to do?
whatever you want
OK FINE
click
we storm out, I yell a bunch in the car NOBODY TELLS ME WHAT TO DO
EVER
that won't work for me
we get back to the house nervous, I feel bad for A being in this position right now
me and matt talk it out, it was odd and strange seeing him that way, but not sure where to go from here, so we just talked it out