piracy

massive site update, this rules my morning.

that and the first internet for a few days - my pirated service mysteriously disipated. so - free coffeeshop internet (they just want your cc#&c.)

it's 9:03 in the am. i've been to a job interview, i'm high on hippiespeedball, my wife is still asleep.

i'm also high on sunlight.

it's the best drug. the best color.

i was walking yesterday, around five, with the sun sliding down, slantwise in the hurrying fashio0n of fall on jumpstart,

buut the polarized light. it was terrible.

the light slides down for hours at less than 45degrees, and then hangs there for a while, until you can't see anything but the partially refracted bouncings of light beams, which is not the same as the real thing.

then the sun feels like just the light in the microwaves. it's never especially HOT, but you still feel like your baking, permeated.


monday i have my orientation for my job at the ups plant.

i'mn'a be a fucking drone with full medical benefits for 3.5-7 hours a day. i get off shift before you get up.

i'll have a few hours of being automatonical every weekday morning before the sun comes up, to pay for my wife's glasses...

strange strange what life throws in front of you. i'mna be a teamster.


no.


really.